Hi my name is Sarala, yes, I am a boy, you probably guessed it right I am a crossdresser. I am writing this story to tell you how I got the habit of crossdressing. I am 21 years old; I am pursuing 1^st year of my degree.

 

Let’s tell about me. I am naughty boy & only son of my parents. We lived in a society name Gokuldam, totally 15 families of individuals houses, we celebrate every festivals & function of whoever family together. For that we have function hall in society & a big park, gym, swimming pool etc. all 15 families leave here from last 3 generations, so the bounding between us is very close. We can go any time to any house without intimation. Coming to the teenage batch we have totally 8 members of same age & same batch. Another 7 members are 6to 8 years elders to us so they recently settle in jobs so they are out. We 8 members are the now naughty batch in these we do all type of fun & organizers every party etc. we all very close & classmates. But due to different life goals we choose us different colleges. I am the one in sperate college and 04 members (1boy & 3 girls) are one college and another 03(1boy & 2 girls).  We all spend our time together & every night we meet in our club house till 10.30pm some time we all sleep there. And parents have no objection they know us & trust us. I am the leader of the batch to do naughty things & arrange every party in different them. Like this my life is going every joyful.

 

The names of the batch:

Boys: me (Sagar)Tarak & arjun

Girls: Sakshi, Gowri, Supriya, Myuri, Ramya

Just like every ganga we also have relations (Gowri & Tarak are lovers) (arju & supriya is brother & sisters), Sakshi is my best buddy among all. We all are the partners in all crime.  Like we do all works together like morning jogging & swimming, gym & went to college & come back play, movies, shopping, roaming, pubs etc what not.

As normal we all meet in our club house & our discussion regards our college, yes tomorrow is our first day in college. I am taken B.tech, tatak ,gowri, Myuri , ramya are taken Degree to MBA next. Arju, Sakshi & Supriya are interested in creative field like graphic VFX animation they joined in another college but all colleges belong to same university. 

 We all discussed about how to face ragging & seniors etc. all warned me not to do any crazy thoughts which is my routine because you’re the only one in sperate college. So, take care. I said ok baba I will,

Next day we all started to college before all went to temple & and catch the bus for respected colleges.

In my college have some rules which should be follow strictly otherwise college well terminate them, for these rules our college is famous among all country. It’s a bond to be signed by us & parents before join.

There is no excuse from rules whoever it is. Why the college comity making these rules,

The rules are ragging strictly not allowed,

Discipline, timing,

The students must patriciate in all type of extra calculary activates like sports, drams, events, etc along with studies. I thought it was common to create fear in student I thought & singed the bond.

 

 

There is big story behind this witch I don’t know, so as my nature I tried to mingle with all & done some fun with all. As I know the no ragging, I even try to mingle with seniors made fun with them also in decent way, off course they also taken it easy & enjoyed but the senior’s ego or pride whatever it was in his place. some introductions with my classmates making friends etc the first day was over with some nice experience.

But I thought how my batch day as usual we meet in club house and shares our day experiences, all my besties face some mixed experience with ragging did funny task, finally day is over,

Like this 1weeks was completed. All seniors are very cool & friendly with me, in class also most of the girls & boys become friends & slowly our group is formed, and we are made fun in all time become famous in college, some of the lecturers also likes me because of my studies & active participation in all work like to communicate or arranging labs like etc, in this process I unknowingly made some anties, who are feel jealous about us in class and other section also. They all became another group wants to compilates my group to take active part but unfortunately, they can’t beat us as first impression is best so they will try to humiliate me when ever get chance, I my nature & sense of humor all most 90% of case we defeat them. Unknowingly group wars became part in our college life, which are against the rules. All our Lectures & principal Mam are observing all happened in between us. my batch& seniors given me a nick name Redbull in college. I made so many boys & girls as friends.

After college its routine that share all our day experience with my besties in club house some time in houses. Like this another week gone.

One day Principal Mam visits our class, this is the first time after join we meet her, I thought she not recognize us. But to surprise she know all of us with names. She points every one with name & tells the what he or she did in last these days. All are surprised with this. She called our opposite group lead Ragav, said that he always crosses limits with my batch when arguments.

Last, she calls hey Redbull you, I was shocked hearing that all the class laughs. I stand say hello mam with hocky voice. She warns me also for time of arguments not to cross border, off course you still you manage well but keep in mind, one thing not extend any type quarrels & gang wars, well keep it up your way of handling issues. Me & class also not understand what she said, I said face confused yes mam, observing my face & confusion, she smiles & said dear students anyone know about why our college made rules,

I came here to tell & warns you all because of gangs will formed & wars will happen in your batch only.

I said: No mam, like nothing was happened. Its just funny things only.

She smiles again and said I know redbull, its common & there become good memories in life after college. But everything have a limit, we don’t know when it crosses and become as bad part of life the same thing will happened in past, from that only these rules are born with an argument between two groups.

 

 

Few years back our college also normal as all colleges. 

 

As you all know in college ragging is very common ,6 years back argument between two groups (senior & junior), some of the students attempt the mass suicide together by say due fear regards ragging, but for a silly reason they want show what they can do against seniors.

As usual we suspend all seniors with no time & any without discussion.

So, the seniors did strike against management for not asking what happened, it was breaking news that time in news channels.  

So, college forms a comity talks with that students for the reason as well as with seniors who ragged the students and finally, they concluded that this issue is happened because of immaturity of both students.

After that a discussion held in Comity.

Member-1: we have to stop this ragging & give punishment to seniors   who ragged.

Member-2: off-course the senior students are toppers of the college & they got so many       prizes & wins games for college in inter college competition.

Member-1: So, we have to accept what they do

Member-3: see sir you’re talking in only one view that is ragging is wrong but what they did, is they torcher the boy or manhandle. No, they given just a task only.

Member-2: what is your point

Member-3: you have to see the it in another view, that is how the junior’s way of thinking how they easily give-up. Taken that big decision. They not even think about their family, without a try they give-up.

Principal Mam: Yes, your right sir, actual the reason is very silly even the task also, they came college to study, what is study which learns how to live, it’s our responsibility also to teach them how to face every circumstance in life, it’s very important to change their view of life, how take-up challenges in life.

Silence for some time.

  Member-2: your right mam we have to teach seniors what is the limit & juniors how to face& enjoy.

Principal Mam: what to do

Member-2: we should not hide the present situation, suicide is not a small issue, how to handle all students & their parents also.

Principal Mam: yes, its tufa task, I have an idea. For this issue we have to stop the ragging, but for taking forward our thought we have to use the fresher’s party.

All members; how mam.

What’s the mam’s idea and how that idea turn my life & intruding me to cross dressing.

 

 

The idea was we have given a chance of ragging but in our control,

All become shock, she continues that we tell all seniors to stop ragging, if they did, we terminate them with no excuse, if they lost the year also, we don’t care. Instated of that we are given chance for them that before 15 day of fresher’s party, with conditions,

All tasks will be prepared by seniors’ students, they can do anything as task, but all tasks will tell us & we supervise if any nasty tasks are there we remove and final the list,

**(Our responsibility to convince them why we remove the tasks what will happen if they did, like these we can educate them, between fun & hurt.)

 The juniors must do it, but it will decide by transparent method, so that we can avoid anyone will targeted, **(with this we can train them how to face challenges in life).

 

  ** means their internal discussion, not told to us.  

Anusha one of my batch asked what is the method mam.

Mam: Its lottery, the tasks written slips will put in a bowl & everyone will pick minimum 01 tasks. Ther is one luck person will participate in all the performances, the name of that person will be decided trough this lottery. In total there are 4 performances, 1 group dance, 1 duet, 1 drama and a fashion show and your class has only 6 boys and the rest are girls. Everyone drew chits from the lottery, the following were allotted. So, my dear students let test your luck, hey redbull bring here the bowls from my cabin 7 I went and bring,

Our class mam (Devi) asks me who will start, I said always girls are first,

Principal mam (Jansi): Nice redbull, I am impressed, you have respect for girls. That way your famous among all girls,

I blushed, thanks mam.

Devi mam call one by one:

1. Anusha - Duet

2.  Reshma - Fashion Show

3. Priya - Fashion Show

4. Hairtha - Group Dance

5. Rekha - Group Dance

6. Lavanya - Group Dance

7. Lashya - Fashion Show

8. Kavya - Drama

9. Anasyua - Fashion Show

10. Varshini - Drama

11.  Shreemukhi - Drama

12. Preethi - Drama

13. Manasa - Fashion Show

14. Tanvi - Fashion Show

Jansi Mam: So, the luck person is a boy this year, fast last 5 years this is the first time a boy will do all tasks. Let see who he was.

 

Now the boys ready to draw

 

1. Rocky - Group Dance

2. Raghav - Group Dance

3. Lokesh - Drama

4. Vamsi - Group Dance

5. Bhanu - Fashion Show

    All the class seen me,

Devi mam Redbull no need to pick, you’re the lucky person for all tasks.

Me: its ok mam I will.

Jansi Mam: that’s the sprit my boy

 

Again, Jansi Mam stops us: and told really, I am excited, I want to pick slip for one among you all for role selection, is any one give chance to me, what ragav, he denied, plz mam whatever my fate I will decide all the time so… he became silent,

All Girls also in fear

Jansi Mam: its ok, I can see in your faces all are tensed, don’t want to give chance to me, I am sure my dear Redbull I think you don’t have any problem If I .

I: sure, Mam please go head

Devi Mam: Think sagar, r u sure

Me: yes mam

Jansi mam picked the slip & given chance to others and seen and felt happy and not announced

 

 

 

Principal madam said to me discuss with Anusha and decide on the duet song.

 

Meanwhile one of the senior Girl came and said mam This year, we want more selections in our hand plz accept. Manly for our redbull, he makes fun so plz mam give a chance prepare of concept & songs.

I said No mam plz, let some thing in my hand.

Anusha: I don’t have any objection Mam.

I see her with mock anger, she teases me by expression.

Jansi Mam: ok but same lottery will decide select the song.

 Few of senior gang came, excuse us Mam, cam we join to see mam, actually we came to see what role our redbull got.

  Me; why you guys are so excitement about my roles.

One boy of the gang: now it decides how much you crazy & active.

Girl say: no doubt in that he is crazy let see how much you brave to face.

Jansi Mam; wow red bull so many fans for you,

Me: what can I do mam

Devi Mam; let allow them to fix task for you redbull.

Me; I have no option mam, because I can’t say no to my buddies.

All are clapped.

Jansi Mam: ok boy & girls, I am also curious to see what extend he can do. I too participate in this, lets selects some songs and put in bowl,

The bowl is ready for duet Song. I am ready to pick

Devi Mam; stop redbull Everyone takes your chances, why not I am.

Me; shocked, I put funny expression, Carry on mam,

 

 All burster into laughter.

 

The song is coming is 

 

‘Abba ni thiyani debba’ (a romantic song in telugu) she also said that our costumes should be same as in the original song, the hero should wear a pant and shirt and tuck the shirt in and the heroine should wear a saree she said, we said ok madam. Then our senior girl (Rashi) said ‘Anusha and Sagar come and pick your slips, to tease me. I was confused and asked her why? Anusha will be the heroine and I will be the hero I said,

Rashi Said rules are rules and my dear, who knows how is your luck today in funny way, I said yay no no, one boy from gang (Pratap) Anusha are taller than you so it won’t be nice if she is the heroine, so let’s draw slips to settle this issue to extend the teasing. All are laughing I am in positive mood & given funny expressions. to them taken everything easy.

Jansi Mam; Actually, your right Pratap, and its lot of fun, if he is heroin the show will hit.  What red bull its real challenge by boy accepts it.

Devi Mam: yes, mam my dram also we are performed in last inter college competition gets appreciation for concept, but not hit due to lack of fun, in that also we use this role reversal concept, redbull is heroine that also.

All seniors are clapped & said nice idea mam.

Me: its turn to trouble me, better to divert it so I said. In naughty way. Then what about the rules & Transparent method with smile & dance.

Jansi Mam: seen me & wow what a monkey your redbull. Nice escape. But still there is chance by baby.

Me: Mam what r u serious role reversal.

Jansi Mam: yes, let do lottery for this also.

Rashi: R u serious mam, I said to tease this monkey.

Devi Mam: he said now, rule are rules let do see how is our luck

Laughter is takes place

 Now I was tensed, in My mind but thinks it’s also a crazy thing let see

Again, Jansi Mam pick the slip instead of me & show to all the twist is heroine I get.

All are laughing & ragav says rules are rules.

I felt sad and silent& try to hit rashi who put me in this.

All are teasing.

I mam what

Devi Mam: ok we will see last about it. Let’s do for drama the concept is

 

As well, for the drama we have already prepared a script. The story is predominantly based on eve teasing in a college, a college girl and a boy are in love, the boy had 4 friends, out of jealousy they start to tease her, the girl also gives a fitting reply to those boys which hurts their ego and they gang rape her, how will that girl get them punished, how the society treats the girl after she is raped and how can the perception of the society towards such girls be changed is the concept of the story. And what are the laws & rule are available to fight. What the lover did with her, love in this age is true or not. All the roles were decided through another lottery, the chits were drawn as follows,

 

Again, Jansi Mam pick the slip instead of me & show to all the again it is heroine I get. Devi said with excitement wow, luck is with me.  I was shocked again and Mam please

Remain characters

1. Kavya - Badboy

2. Varshini - Badboy

3. Shreemukhi - Badboy

4. Preethi - Lover Boy (Hero)

5. Lokesh - Badboy

 

I was in shock that I had to play the role of a girl and three (actual) girls would rape me dressed as boys, everyone was laughing at my reaction. Then I asked the principal ‘how could I be the heroine? please make Preethi the heroine and make me the hero.

Ragav again rules are rule & dance,

 I said what dance you did like a comedian.  

Devi Mam: red bull with anger, & controlled & it was not possible to change the roles.

Preethi said: Preethi declined the offer and said I cannot do the rape scene and if her parents got to know about it, they would also object to it and scold her,

so, the principal mam:  Sagar, you have no option you have to be the heroine, no more arguments. I am telling this to everyone again there will be no exchange of roles.

It will be difficult to manage the time to remove the makeup and get ready for another role as boy. You have another 2 roles so let’s see which role you get. Based on majority we see the what can we do.

 

I thought & say in shock if I lose I will have to wear a saree and sleeveless blouse song,  all are laughing, but Anusha was very happy that she was the hero since she was a little tomboyish, she came to me and said we will start our practice from tomorrow and said she will also bring a saree for me with a cunning smile & look her with anger,& said  why do we need a saree for practice, we will practice like this only’ I replied ‘No, it’s not easy to handle a saree and dance while wearing it, so we will practice while wearing the saree only and we have to become close to each other if our chemistry has to get better, is that ok?’ Anusha replied, I thought to my myself that even among all this bad luck, it was my good luck that a girl was herself telling me that we have to become close and agreed. Listening to this she replied ‘so from today onwards you will be my girlfriend and I’ll be your boyfriend’ I was shocked at her words, looking at my reaction ‘yes baby you are my girlfriend and your name is Sarala. and I am going to call you Saru’ she said and stood up on the bench announced ‘Hi friends, from today he is not Sagar, she is Sarala my girlfriend so all of you also treat her like a girl’ everyone started to laugh listening to this, I was very embarrassed with what was happening. Then Preethi stood up and said, ‘oye Sarala you are my lover right, then how can you be Anusha’s girlfriend?’ then Kavya stood up and said ‘both of you should fight with each other for this beautiful girl’. Looking at my embarrassed face.

Principal madam said ‘Don’t take it to heart Sagar, your friends are just having fun’, I know madam it’s just my bad luck that I got stuck in this I replied.  But what if got another 2 roles as boys with full & energy & joy like always.

Jansi Mam& all senior gang: seen each other with blank face

Devi Mam; you such a stupid, still have hope to escape,

Jansi Mam; I am impressed my dear. Very good attitude my boy keeps it up.

Devi Mam: still, he has a point, time

Jansi Mam: if you get both as boy you the you become hero in duet & drama,

Ragav: if you get another girl role then, without further lottery you have to play girls role in remain show. Now Show your heropanthi, Positive attitude & shows attitude.

I got anger on ragav and to make him silence, I said, what an excitement you have, you desperately want to girl’s role I think,

 Every one clapped

Devi mam told then its final,

 

Principal madam then announced that we shall start to draw chits for the fashion show,

1. Reshma - Anchor, Female

2. Priya - Dress Designer (Traditional Wear)

3. Lashya - Model (Traditional Wear)

4. Anasuya - Dress Designer (western Wear)

5. Manasa - Show Stopper

6. Tanvi - Show Stopper

7. Bhanu - Anchor, Male 

8.  Sagar (Me) - Model (male)

I was happy, Devi Mam disappointed little, that her dram will fail.

 

Concept of group dance as well and the song for the group song needs a female lead, the group dance will have pairs replicating the tri-murti’s gives importance to their wife’s and a female dancer who is performing for them, she went on to announce the characters as well as follows by lottery.

 

1. Rashi and Haritha - Shiva and Parvati

2. Raghav and Rekha - Vishnu and Lakshmi

3. Vamsi and Lavanya - Bhrama and Saraswathi

4. Sagar (Me) - Lead Female Dancer

 

‘I was lost. Shocked, Wow, red bull so then if you are the lead female dancer dancing in front of gods then you will have to wear the traditional dress that dancers wear like they show in movies and you will also have to get your nose pierced’ said Haritha.

I said I won’t do that.

Ragav gang Thanvi: mam Take another lottery for sagar,

Devi Mam: why

As per agreed he will be the female model in fashion show also, costume will be select, all are laughed again, I said what a devil you are thanvi with anger expression.

Rashi told: mam picked and for short wester were dress

 

I had a shock again, now I was a model for western wear in the fashion show, then everyone laughed again and started suggesting that I could wear a skirt, gown, a dress. I replied that will not dress as a girl again for the fashion show, ‘what Sarala, you will be wearing Saree in the duet, since you are a college girl in the drama you will be wearing jeans and tops or Punjabi dresses and now in the fashion show you can wear hot dresses’ said Manasa. I requested the principal ‘Please Madam, no more’ she replied, its ok redbull. I trust you will do, no need to remove your makeup for the entire duration of the program, maybe your luck is bad today, since you will be a girl in all other performances. But I have confidence that you rock the show. If anyone in your place he not bears up to now. Still, you have positive way it helps a lot. You are a brave boy.

Devi Mam: see here you have lot of friends in seniors also they will support you we are with you. Please do it.

I said that what if parents not allow me that I will be a girl in all the performances, is they agree for that, so the principal asked me call my parents tomorrow to meet her so that she could talk to them about this. I called them,

My parents came to my college on same day, the Principal told them the college freshers party has been organized and it will be held after 15-20 days, ‘so what’s the problem?’ my mother questioned, ‘did you refuse to participate in the programs?’ my father asked me, the Principal interrupted and said no sir it’s not that,

You know the rules of college.

All tasks will be prepared by seniors’ students, they can do anything as task, but all tasks will tell us & we supervise if any nasty tasks are there we remove and final the list,

(Our responsibility to convince them why we remove the tasks what will happen if they did, like these we can educate them, between fun & hurt.)

 The juniors must do it, but it will decide by transparent method, so that we can avoid anyone will targeted, (with this we can train them how to face challenges in life).

Dad: very nice thought mam,

Jansi Mam: explained the drama concept which my mom loves. & group dance them

Dad: nice

 Mam: on lottery Your son has got 4 roles in the performances and in all the roles he will be a girl. Drama, group dance, a duet and fashion show are the events and your son will be a girl in all these she said, ‘as a girl in all events?’ questioned my father,

So, what’s wrong, he will only be playing the roles as a girl, he won’t become a girl just because of that, will he?’ my mother told my father

I really like the concept of the drama, it is a very relevant issue and an issue about which awareness has to be brought to young minds, it will be done by our son I am very happy about it, please agree to this’ my mother persuaded and told my father.

Even the group dance will also regard equality for women how god Vishnu give his heart to goodies Lakshmi, shiva give half boy to Paravathi devi, & brham dev jeeps Saraswathi on his tongue. Which is   reverent with the drama, it’s a very nice program’ my mother continued, see after drama the same girl who got sympathy in audience is paly lead dance, the concept is strongly went to minds.

Devi Mam: that’s good idea, we didn’t think this way, very nice thought.

Jansi Mam: Now I understand how our redbull get that much positive attitude.

 

Dad:  yes, I also like the concept, I will give permission for this’ my father said. My mother turned towards me said these are very good roles you should accept them I will be very happy if you do, ‘after listening to you and father now I am scared.

Mam: why

Me:  if I will be able to do justice to those roles ‘or not. I replied to my mother, ‘you don’t worry about that I will help you with that you just prepare yourself mentally’ my mother said, after all their convincing I agreed to do the roles. ‘Thank You Sagar, because of this I will see my daughter in you, I always wanted to have a daughter, now that wish will also come true, said my mother.

 

The principal came to my class and announced that I had agreed for the roles, she also said that we can use the second half our day for practice, ‘We should practice wearing our costumes itself since we have very less time’ said Anasuya.

‘Yes madam, my lover is not used to wearing female clothes, so she should spend as much as possible in female clothes so that she will be comfortable in them’ said Preethi, ‘Yes madam, Sagar should get accustomed to wearing a bra, we should measure his size and arrange bras for him to wear’ said Manasa.

‘Sagar, you start to behave and fell like a girl from now itself so that you are natural on stage’ said by Principal, ‘Don’t worry madam, I try my best’ I replied to her, my parents were witnessing all this standing near the door of the class room, they came in, ‘we should give him a different girl name’ my mother said. ‘We have already given him the name Sarala’ said Anasuya.

 

Mother: Wow, nice name.

Father: Yes, it is very nice.

Mother: From now onwards I will call you as Saryu

Me: ok Mother

Girls in the class: Even we will call you Saryu

Me: as you will listen to me if I don’t agree

Girls in the class: yes, we wont

Kavya: ok then we should Sarala’s nose and ears pierced

Me: no

Devi Madam: Yes, seen my mother for group dance costume it’s gives the beauty as you know mam.  it should, it will look with all the different styles of clothes he will be wearing

Kavya: Maybe my dresses will fit Sarala, I will bring a few for her tomorrow

Mother: No, I want to buy dresses for my daughter

Rekha: So, aunty, will make Sarala wear dresses even at home?

Mother: Yes, I will dress my daughter in various kinds of clothes from today

Father: so, for 15 days he will be a girl at home?

Mother: That is a nice thought, we could if you agree

Father: ok, why would I deny, your desire

Mother: Thank You dear

Me: How can you decide like that?

Mother: Please agree to this for my sake baby

Me: At least you didn’t ask me to come to college dressed as a girl

Jansi mam: yes, you must redbull. As rules of seniors all juniors will attend college as their roles. you will anyways be dressed as a girl at home for your mom and while in practices, what’s the problem if you come to college dressed as a girl for the next 15 days

Me: What? are you kidding me?

Mother: Done he will, sorry she will

Father: Its ok Sagar its only for 15 days

Me: ok mother I will do anything for you, the next 15 days you can dress me up in any way you want I will not object

Mother: Thanks baby, now see how beautiful I will make you

Madam: ok girls you will have share some of your dresses with Sarala

Mother: No madam that will not be required, I will take care of that

Madam: Madam she will need a lot of dresses for 15 days and also separate ones for the performances as well, it will be a huge expense

Mother: No problem

Father: Don’t worry madam, my wife is a fashion designer and also owns a boutique

Mother: Yes mam, dear you gave me a good idea

Father: What idea?

Mother: I was in need of a model for my designs since my old model quit, so now my daughter will be my model. I need a favor from you madam,

Madam: Sure, please ask

Mother: My designs are mainly for college girls, they are modern and trendy, anyways my daughter will come dressed as a girl for the next 15 days, please allow me to promote my designs.

Madam: With pleasure, since we also have a fashion show you can design dresses for other girls along with your daughter

Anusha: Aunty, I need to talk about something with you 

Mother: Yes, dear please tell

Anusha: shall I help in makeup.

Rashi: No Anusha. Anuty & prinicipal Mam: I have request,

Me: mom she is Rashi my senior and best friend also, I introduced rashi to Mom

Mom: tell rashi

Rashi: Aunty, Uncle please don’t mind, if I say any wrong. After listing your idea of promote your dress. I too got same thought for my mother, she runs a beauty parlor, but she silent.

Jansi Mam: Nice thought Rashi, trun to my dad, Sir, rashi dad was expired last year, her mother & rashi Faced a lot problems finically, a lot struggle Rashi mother came out from pain Starts a Beauty parlor & doing well, but struggling promote due to less money,

Me; hear this I felt bad & I never thought this much pain she has behind his naughty smile.

Rashi: Aunty, please allow me to makeover my friend & promote our parlor also.

Mothers: Oh, sure that will be great, give me your address we will definitely come.

Me: Mom just because I agreed you are turning me into a complete model

Mother: You have already agreed and told me that you will listen to everything I say, please do it

Me: ok mother I am ready, now where to?

Mother: so, since you will be wearing female clothes from now on, we need to go shopping and we also have to get your nose pierced, are you ready?

Me: Ok but is it necessary to get my nose pierced only for 15 days?

Mother: don’t worry, it will heal as time passes, until that I will cover it with makeup

Me: Ok mother, but why do I have to wear a bra?

Mother: Don’t say like that, you are not only a college girl you will also be my model, so will have to be glamorous and sexy, I will teach you.

Me: ok mother, you have mentally decided, I have no other choice other than to follow your instructions.

Mother: Good girl, so tell me what dress do you like?

Me: I know only jeans

Mother: I know you will know about girls’ dresses, tell me in which dress do you like to see girls wearing

Me: Mother, do as you please, tell your daughter what kind of clothes you would like her to wear she will wear it, but I fell it will be better if I wear jeans and tops till, I am comfortable.

Mother: OK dear, then we will first buy inners and then buy dresses,

Rashi: after that we will breast forms and hips padding that match your skin tone and buy bras that will fit you.

In the meanwhile, rashi Mom had texted my mother to come to the beauty parlor by 4 o clock, we went there, Rashi introduced me as her girlfriend Sarala to her mother still I am in boy.

Anusha’s Mother: what girlfriend, this boy, hi dear you look so cute,

Me thanks aunty.

Rashi Mom(reka): tell me mam what type of makeup you want.

Mom: not for me:

Reka aunty: for whom,

Rashi: for my girlfriend

Aunty: what, seen my mom,

Rashi: Yes Mom, today is test for our work, and told total story, she accepts.

Aunty: hugged rashi with emotions. A beautiful moment. 

 

Aunty: so, you will be a girl for the next 15 days so I will give you a proper makeover and give you tips for makeup

Me: ok aunty I am ready, I am doing this for my Mother, I will do anything for my mother

Rashi’s Mother: Are you fine with getting your ears pierced?

Me: I am ready aunty, my mother has asked me to get my nose pierced as well, I am ready for both

Aunty: See rashi, even though being a boy, he is ready to get his nose pierced, you are also there a complete tomboy.

Rashi: that way I say she is my girlfriend.

Me: acted as Gf for her & all are laughs.

Mother: Madam, I want you to do the best makeup for my daughter, you will also have to wax her

Anusha’s Mother: Yes surely, after all your daughter is Rashi’s girlfriend

 

Then aunty asked me to remove my clothes so that she could wax my entire boy, I was shy at first but I had no choice now I was lying in front of them wearing only my boxers, aunty asked me to remove my boxers as well, ‘do it Sarala’ Rashi said, but I was hesitant, so aunty asked her to go out, , she waxed my entire body, after that I had to take a steam bath, then aunty applied a cream all over my body and asked me to relax in the tub for 20 mins and left.

 

Mother: So, what shall we do next

aunty: It’s your decision

Mother: Lets fix these breast forms and hips padding, while fixing them tell her it won’t detach for 15 days so that she will also be mentally prepared.

aunty: Didn’t you buy wigs for him

Mother: Her hair is already quite long so we can use hair extensions

 

I came out after 20 mins wrapped in a towel, my mother asked me to remove the towel and sleep on bed, I did as she asked, then aunty and my mother fixed the hips padding, my mother asked me to get up and wrap the towel around my waist and gave me a pink color pantie to wear and said that for the I’ll have to wear only panties for the next 15 days, I nodded my head in agreement and wore the pantie. Rashi’s mother asked me to sit on the facial chair in front of her, I did as tell, she tilted the chair and fixed the breast forms with the glue that was provided. I was shocked to see myself in the mirror after the breast forms were fixed, they were so big, just then Rshi came in and started to laugh looking at me and said ‘you have bigger boobs than me’ she then asked my mother what was the size of my breasts, ‘36C’ my mother replied and gave me a bra, it was also a pink color bra, I was trying to figure out how to wear it when Rashi’s mother told her  ‘teach your girlfriend how to wear a bra, rashi came up to me and taught me how to wear the bra and she made me remove the bra and wear them again for another 5 times so that I get used to it. I felt really shy doing it in front of her, while I was practicing how to wear and remove the bra rashi pulled the towel I was wearing around my waist looking at me wearing panties along with the hips padding, she said WOW. My mother asked her to teach me the body language of a girl, ‘Sure aunty’ she said and turned me towards her and started to teach me how a girl’s body language should be, while she was teaching me this, ‘Wow Sarala, you look so sexy from a side angle’ she said and taught me how to pose from side angles, she then turned to my mother and said, ‘Wow aunty, you have given such a sexy body to Saru’. I got even more shy listening to her comments and looked at her through my eye lashes just like a girl and she also made eye contact with me and we became even closer with this episode.

 

 

 

Rashi’s mother asked if she can get started with my makeup, ‘I am ok with it but would better to price ears before you start the make up so that the pain will subside by the time the makeup is done?’ I spoke. ‘My daughter has already got to know so many things’ my mother exclaimed. Rashi’s mother then went on to pierce my ears first and my mother placed gold earrings inside the new holes, as I moved my head the earrings also moved along with my head it was a very new feeling for me, then they try to pierce my nose I stopped we do it next time plz.. I turned around and saw myself in the mirror, I saw myself wearing the pink bra and pantie with the earrings, I looked very different, very new, I was lost for some time admiring my breasts and new look. When I came back to my senses, I asked my mother for how long I will have to be in a bikini like this? ‘it’s ok Saru it’s for you to get used to wearing bra and pantie’ said Rashi’s mother but seeing me being uncomfortable she gave me a gown to wear till my makeup got completed. That gown was only thigh length, the rest of legs were still visible.

 

Rashi’s mother started with the makeup and rashi started to paint my nails, she applied a pink color nail polish and also did nail art she repeated the same on my toes as well. Rashi’s mother applied creams on my face, put kajal in my eyes and applied a lipstick and eye shadow that matched the color of my nails, she attached hair extensions to make my hair longer, after they were finished, I was allowed to see myself in the mirror no one could even remotely guess that I was a boy, even I couldn’t believe that I was a boy, I immediately turned to my mother and asked her if she was happy? My mother was so happy that she became speechless.

 

Thank you, aunty, you have made me look so wonderful’ I said to Rashi’s mother, ‘Thank you so much for this’ I said to Rashi and hugged her and kissed her on her cheek. Rashi was shocked and said ‘looks like you wanted this?’ ‘no Rashi don’t say that, I am doing all this for my mother and because of the college rules I had no other choice’ I replied and my eyes started to well up. Looking at this Rashi’s mother scolded her not to tease me and said he shared it with you because he feels he is close to you. ‘Please don’t cry you will spoil your makeup, I am sorry’ said rashi. ‘Rashi please don’t think I am gay or a trans person, I cannot bear it if you think like that about me, I am happy because this makeover as a girl is suiting me, tell me do I look like a girl?’ I asked rashi, ‘yes you look beautiful, no one will believe that you are a boy’ she replied. ‘I am worried if I will be able to carry myself as a girl? I was really afraid about how I would look but now all that fears have gone and I am relived, I hugged you in that happy emotion, please don’t miss understand me’ I said. ‘I will have to be a girl for the next 15 days, not only inside my house but also outside, I will also have to be a model for my mother, please understand how hard it is for me, rashi you not only have to support me in the drama but you also have to support me as a friend, from tomorrow I will be a girl in college and you will be my boyfriend, will you support me through this?’ I added.

 

‘Saru you are my girlfriend and I will always support you, but I have a condition, its 7-o clock now, you have come with me to the temple’ Rashi said. I said ok I will change and come, ‘why do you want to change you will have to be a girl for the next 15 days, you can go to the temple like this only’ my mother said. Ok but I don’t have a dress to go to the temple I complained, ‘since you are going to the temple wear a parikini jacket’ my mother said ‘but how will you get, we only brought jeans and tops for me’ I questioned my mother, then Rashi gave me her dress and asked me to wear it. I asked my mother to help me wear it, my mother gave me the skirt and asked me to wear it I did as instructed, it was tight for me near the hips and thighs I complained about the same to my mother, ‘it’s a skirt the fitting will be like that only’ replied Rashi, I said ok and wore the blouse, it was a sleeveless blouse with a deep back, my mother helped me, after that my mother removed the necklace that she was wearing and put it around my neck, Rashi came up to me and said wow Saru look super-hot and sexy, then she gave me anklets and bangles to wear, they also braided my hair and added decorated extensions at the end, ‘You look gorgeous in this dress Saru, this dress suits you more than rasgi’ Rashi’s mother said to me, my mother gave me ladies heels to wear and I was ready, and left to the temple with Rashi.

 

We reached the temple and we had to walk for a little bit to reach the temple and as I walked, the decorated extensions in my braid hit my hips with every step I took and since I was wearing heels it gave my walking a new sway and the sounds that the bangles in my hand were making was making me feel more feminine which also made me walk more like a girl and the jhumkis in my ears swayed and touched my cheeks with every step these were all feelings I was experiencing for the first time and I couldn’t explain the joy it was giving me, I could feel the light breeze touching my exposed waist and lifted the jacket  when I moved, or bend. it was an exhilarating feeling and the anklets I wore made a rhythmic sound, all of these feelings and experiences were hypnotizing me made me feel like a girl, made me feel feminine. I was so in love with the dress I was wearing, I wanted to wear the same dress to college tomorrow, but I was afraid to ask her for this. We reached the temple and had darshan of the deity, the Poojary gave me and flowers, I saw rashi keeping the flowers in her hair, I was also trying to do the same, rashi saw this and said, ‘good girl’ and took the flowers from me and kept them in my hair. We sat down inside the temple for some time, I felt like a girl and I was a girl, it was an amazing experience.

 

It was time to go back home, my mother had called me up to tell me that we had to go back home and my father was also waiting to see me dressed as a girl, so I told her that I had to go back to rashi’s house to change my clothes and return her dress, hearing this ‘why are you so worried, consider this dress as my gift to my girlfriend and Saru you look so beautiful in this dress, will you please come to college tomorrow wearing this dress?’ rashi said, it was like she had read my mind and I was jumping up and down inside but I calmly replied, ‘Sure I will think but not tomorrow, Thank You so much, but its very Expansive, you have only one, so plz we change.  

me & mom starts to home and Rashi left for their house with her mother.

 In temple Parking when we picking the bike someone called my mom & we turned back its again my bad luck its Nirmala Aunty,

Our neighbor aunty came to buy vegetables near market& come to temple and wished mom. Mom too wished I silently sit. Aunty asked who is this girl. Mom told my daughter I relaxed that she doesn’t recognize me aunty asked me what is your name. I am fool said sarala aunty. Aunty shocked and try see me closer and you are ……… mom laughs and said what Nirmala.

Nirmala aunty is she is your sonnnnnnn. I am shocked how she finds me mom said yes, she is my son sagar. As well my daughter saryu. Aunty said looking beautifully saryu.

I embarrassed said thanks aunty am I look like a boy aunty. No, you are look girl how you find aunty. I don’t recognize you first but you say your name saryu in your male voice. So doubted your mom confirms it. Then I realized what a fool I am.

Aunty: Y u ready like this mom told her that story. She smiled kissed on fore head you are too good you did it for your mom. Your mom wants daughter you made her wish full fill. I requested aunty please don’t tell it to anyone.  I will manage with girl voice so that I escape from bad comments plz. Aunty say I will try but not confirmed, because your beauty asked me to expose. We leaved from there. I shocked and upset.

Mom it’s ok dear chill. You know aunty is our all-India radio type never kept secrets. You prepare when we reach home a huge crowed is waiting for you. Me: oh my god mom laughs.

We went rashi home, & I changed to my boy clothes, & went to boutique to close & reached Home. There mom told this dress is not suits you dear,

Me: what to do

Mom: select dress & I asked mom if parikini is available with shy, she smiles & given another Parikini Jacket.  We closed the boutique. And stars on scotty mom droves to colony.

My radio aunty is viral the news to all colony members. All waiting there in their corridors to see my female version. Spotty entered to my colony all are satire me   and pass comments, at my door scotty stopped I opened main gate mean while all aunty gathered around mom enquiries mom smiled as pointed me there is your answers.

 

All are rounded me and praise my beauty & courage. One says u should born as girl pass comment. Me smiled to everyone with shy and stand there like statue. All are wanted me to talk. Mom said she will speak with all next 15 day she will be here. The aunty laughs & what 15days. One of my neighbor girls say hi saryu welcome to womanhood, another girl named sakshi say did she will be girl to all function held in these 15 days. Mom smiled you asks me ask your friend.

Suddenly one thought stake in mind, what my gang usual we meet every day, due different courses & colleges all are busy with their life., Tatak & arjun went to out of town for some work, so I am only the boy & in teenage all girls discussion will change so I will get bored. Slowly our meeting also turned from daily to weekly

I was forgot totally about them today, due to shock & changes happened very fast, boy to a girl in a day.  I am not event share this, seeing my reaction mom asks what happen, I said mom it’s my gang. They don’t know all this; I am tense to face them.  

 

The Sakshi suddenly came, she is in her way to meet gang. By seen the crowed she came seen me & asks her mom who is she & why you all here to see her, any serial heroine is what

 Sakshi is naughty girl good friend of main & member of gang in colony from child hood we hang together. one of by beastie.

Aunty say try to recognize her, she came near me see top to bottom & front back and hug.  so my friend tells me the answer putt hand on shoulder in naughty way. I blush in laughter.

Me: Hey how to recognize me. Is still am I look like boy in male voice.

Sakshi: jaw drops hear in my male voice, what is it really you are sagar, with surprised look.

All are laughs again I catch up.

Sakshi looking me seriously & you are really crazy; her mom explained my situation in short way that I elected as heroin in drama.

Me: what crazy, you find me easily

Sakshi: frankly I am not, o I just attempt blind, which hits this time excaity.

Me: r u kidding,

Sakshi: seriously NO. you look very feminine & cute in parikini & jacket. I loved your new look

She drags me to take girls’ gang (05 members) say aunty she will come after some time. Mom where u take her, sakshi to meet gang,

Mom: take care baby.

Me:  plz mom save me. She says stop begging. why you not told us about this, so starts maintain secrets from us. Like she continually speaks like chatter box & drags me near our gang girls meeting spot in colony park I am in dark spot so they don’t recognize

Sakshi:  Hi girls all replay hello & ask who is she, hey girls you don’t know the flash news all colony knows expect us.

Girls: What is that our best friend is also not share this to us & starts maintain secrets after we separated for colleges.  

Girls: Who is that we all hear that means sagar is the one not tells the news he deserves punishment. First tell the news regards what news sakshi, is he in love … no girls. Its huge than this.

me plz. Sakshi, don’t put me in trouble,

but sakshi is in joy & anger:  the news is sagar is selected for a role in drama, duet, fashion show, group dance in his college party.

Girls: All are given angry on sakshi, is it a news, that stupid fellow defiantly do crazy idea as we all know. What is in it that great for not to tell us.

Sakshi: Wait girls there is twist, what before sakshi say I interrupt them plz sakshi let me finish it I said still in dark in my feminine voice. I say sorry to all my buddies, I know you all are surprise who am I.

Sakshi:   you don’t escape from punishment by this.

Me: Ok baba in and I say the twist is in all performances he(sagar) selected for girls’ roles. All are burst into laughter so. I continued that due to less time he should practice his role dressed as girl. To handle girls, dress & college rules, his principal orders him to attend college dressed as girl till the party over, & his mom wants a daughter & change regularly from boy to girl & vas versa his mom decided, that he must be as girl until party over in home also. So, he is in dressed now as a girl.

Girls: what, did he agree.

Supi:  I know he must do it common girls rush to stupid’s house. Let’s help aunty to turn him as girl. teach him a lesson. All ways he defended us easily but in girl’s avatar, he cant & if he looks funny, dam Shure not.

I said, sorry supi This time also, His makeover was done today, & I changed my voice to normal; I am unable to inform you buddies.

Sakshi said yes girls she none other than our friend.  All angry on me u stupid try to attack on me sakshi stopes them, now I am presenting our best buddy sagar as saryu took my hand take me to light all of them are surprised to see me in that dress.  All observed me clearly closely and said what a pattaka you stupid.

Girls: from how many days that you hiding this from us in angry,

Sakshi: see girls how he makeover, I think from last 3 days he not meet us, so it’s the reason. If u said we makeover you

Girls: so, you’re hiding from last 3 days. all said we can’t excuse you. punishment is compulsory.

Me: No dear, not 3 days,

Sakshi: then how long, wait, 3 days back I met you, your normal, 

Myuri: oh, I meet him in today morning, he is normal

Me: I say sorry it’s all happened very fast in today lunch time in my college and sudden no time to inform you. Plz forgive me. I explained how This all happened. Please understand.

Girls: We excused you on only one condition,

Me: What,                      

Girls: you have to follow our dress code all these days. 

Not only me all are in same type of dress it’s the code. Every day all they are dressed in similar type outfits. When After college they meets here.

Me: Oh No, I can’t wear,

Girls: why

Me: you girls always wear western & that to short dress, I can

Sakshi: you said that, fashion show is also one in the party, in that you elected as boy Model, but as per decided you have to be a model as a girl Right.

Me: right, but I take permission,

Girls: what, why to thinking like this, what about your commitment, you already agreed.  if your Mam excuse you, also dur to commitment you have to be a girl.

Me: yes, its already decided & lottery is also taken for this

Girls: for what,

Me: model for which dress,

Girls: wow, so whts the result.

Me: model for western dress

Girls: So, fate is sealed. Daily if your wear It make you comfort,     

Me:Ok, so that these devils leave me Now.

I smiled and said why you said pattaka.  all laughs and say it’s just way express for beasties. We also feel so many times we all not follow dress code being boy u make hard. But now it fulfills. All re treat me as normal nothing changes in between us. Pic with gang

And I asked them come to home we reached home and chit chatting. How all these happened mom also joined with us they all fight with mom for not involved them in my transformation. I share My today’s experience everything. They said the punishment is you should be a part with our dress code in all functions & girls’ day out with them. I agreed it. There is no difference in these girls behaves as normal as with me when I am boy & now. 

Girls: being besties we didn’t see you as girls, but in college all seen, we are the last.

Me: no yar still no one in college seen me expect rashi,

Girls: u didn’t dress like this all the day. It’s for us. Me yes.

Mom ok girls leave her I will show pics of her. Mom connected mobile to our TV displayed how I excited in our shop after wears my own parikini & jacket. I don’t know when mom take pics,

she even takes my makeover video. All enjoying it, to my surprise mom even took my pic in bikini also bra & panty. 

 

Me after my breast are fixed & rashi came & pulled my towel, how I cover my breasts

 

Suddenly By mistake displayed mom stops it girls requested mom look me they not obey mom. No secrets between us. Mom handed over phone to girls. They see all my transformation from ear pricing to now. They teasing me by display my bikini pic repeatedly

  the same pose again after makeup

 

With force of mom& Rashi I pose some sexy

 

Sakshi says aunty why to left nose price.

 

Mom: thinks hmm that for you girls,

Gang: wow, that means we can take her for makeover with us, shopping and all.

Mom: yes, as normal you all hang together.

Girls: cheese them self’s all hugs me like group hug. Said we are with u buddy. Share everything each feeling with us.

Me: sure, the time I spend with you girls are best time today. Without any tensed I freely moved by forget what I wore.

Mom: good, like this all should friend ever & supports each other’s.

Me: feeling comfort with you friends, shall I join with you for night out as you all girls share every night. All you are sleep at one place if u don’t mind.

Mom asked why baby.

Me: Mom that I want learn girly expressions, moves, dance, manners etc which help in play.  I want overcome fear & shyness to were western outfits which help in fashion show as model.  And learn how I ignore boys look and their teasing a lot mom which I cannot discuss with you. Ok dear.  I asked girls are you ok or any objections. They happily say yes thanks then I meet you after dinner. Ok dear girls

Girls: come as sarayu not sagar. I blushed; you girls forget sagar till play. Only saryu aperies this period I said freely to them. And I asked which place

sakshi said first u ready and come after dinner we both go. Me ok

 

in this Time my father Came to home:

As soon my father saw me, he dumbstruck and said, ‘my daughter is so beautiful’ I felt really happy that my father also accepted and appreciated me. All three of us had dinner together, I was still wearing the parikini, after dinner my mother asked me to change, ‘Please mother I want to be in this dress for a little while longer’ I said, my mother smiled at my enthusiasm and said ok and went into the kitchen, I also followed her and asked her, ‘Mother please tell me the truth, am I really looking like a girl?’ ‘Yes dear, you look beautiful, don’t worry about how you look, but tell me how did you feel being a girl?’ she asked me, ‘

Me: I will tell you only if you promise me that you won’t tease me afterwards’ I replied, ‘no I won’t tell now’ she replied, ‘I really loved this dress and being a girl’ I replied,

Mom:  tell me one thing did you never felt like dressing me up like a girl and seeing me as your daughter?’ as Nirmala aunty said I asked her, ‘of course I did, but I never asked you, because I didn’t know how you would react to it, that was the main reason why I agreed immediately when your principal told me about the performance’ mom replied,

Me: mom that I really enjoyed today and told her that I will go and get changed and went to my room. I removed the dress I was wearing and opened my cupboard, to my surprise it contained all female clothes, my mother had got all of it changed and she was standing right behind to see my reaction, it seems she did these changes of all of my clothes and arrange female clothes in my cupboard when I am with my gang.

 

she told me to wear a nightie and said that it will be comfortable to sleep in and gave me a red color nightie, just as I was about to wear it my mother stopped me and said that a girl should wear her inner wear while she is wearing a nightie as well, so I did as my mother told me to and this nightie was only till my thigh length, I asked my mother why was the nightie only up to my thigh, she replied that  I was to get rid of my awkwardness since I will have to be a girl along with the other girls of my class, I said ok, she told me to sleep and said good night & I said that I have to meet gang otherwise they kill me mom.

 

The I went my room and fresh up. I asked mom plz select dress for night out. Mom as wish dear if you’re going to be part of girl’s gang   is there any dress code for this also. I think for a while and called sakshi. Hello sakshi really u girl doesn’t have any problem if became member in girls’ gang for night out. Sakshi said it’s our pleasure buddy absolutely no problem we are so happy when u ask night, we want invite you but how aunty feel we think and quiet. Thanks, dear. What you or our girls think about me while I ask to learn girly things buddy it’s all we discuss in face to face I night. We treat you as girl not as sagar ok. It’s my wish also treat me as girl one of you these 15 days in inner voice. 

sakshi said. Can I ask one thing, Yes, anything dear ask can u were white shirt length up to thies for night as gang rules. Me ok dear I can wear, tell the dress code.

Sakshi: just waits let me check my cupboard is it there or not. Sorry sakshi I don’t know what that, I will ask mom, mom shall you brought night shirt in white color for me or not.

Sakshi shocks how did I ask aunty like that what she think. Sakshi it’s my mom who supports me in fact I am agreed to be girl for her happiness. Mom came to room to know why I ask it.

Mom : Who is in line, me sakshi,

mom:  sorry baby no such dress, I will be brought it tomorrow, take phone hey sakshi if u have extra one you can share with your friend I don’t mind. Mom left. Sakshi u stupid how could u ask your mom like this, how aunty is that aunty talk with me or u using your mimicry skills to make me fool. No dear its mom tell what next wait I am coming with dress to your room. Me ok. She came with dress & given I went to room to change with matching inners as my mom say.

Sakshi: asks mom hesitantly is that you, aunty talk over phone,

mom: yes dear, why u ask

sakshi: being a boy is speaking with you so free about mini dress, so I…

Mom: oh, common dear he is trying to open up, as you know he is crazy to do different in all time. He can share with me what’s wrong,

Sakshi: sorry aunty please don’t mind that we girls take advantage make fun of him by forcing to were sexy outfits like this, I never expect that the stupid told you directly.

Mom: hold sakshi hand & kissed on for head, said you & all your gang is also my child same like sagar to me & yours parents also feels same we saw all of you from childhood how you are grown we trust you all, no one did any wrong with in gang. 

Nothing is wrong dear if sagar is real born as girl, you all did same what you now doing.

I came salient & sit on sofa, observing them, with pose below & say what going,

 

Mom: sakhi feel guilt mom for the dress code, I accept you & all to seen him only inners, is that mini maxi is less short than that,

Sakshi so I have full permission to take her to swimming with cunning smile. we all are laughs.

Sakshi see aunty she already sexy by dropping dress from one shoulder & laugh

 

I say bye to mom. Mom said its suits u well dear thanks sakshi. To share dress. So, I can plan mini skits for college also in future.  

Sakshi: I am surprised how this boy become girl & and you support, mom said it’s my wish, that he enjoys as girl in all decent ways with perfection, what’s wrong in it. We reached place its one girl’s pent house.  All are in maxi dress seeing me in same dress they happy and asks how u convince her sakshi for this dress.

I Lay on bed

Sakshi, he agrees when I force, she gives shock me,

Girls: what Shock, this buddy wore this dress in her home with her mom permission & went to his parents to say goodnight.

Girl: All what, ha there no hidings with this cutie and his mom.

Girl said saryu the rules we will treat you as girls, dress code is must every day, must be present in all meetings, me: ok dears all are agreed. All seen each other, I burst in laughter

 

Sakshi: yes, girls she is even ready for shopping, outing, pubs, every were with our dress code.

Girls: wow, R u seriously dear. Me: yes friends, don’t be surprise I frankly speaking with only you guys in my life. I can share anything with you blindly. I never say to any one even mom also this.  Buddies I dint image like one day will come like this. That I will be girl for 15days. But it happened

 When we all are child hanging each other freely to any ware but in this age not allow us for that due gender I feel alone some time that I can’t spend time with u, due this reason I want fulfill the space. I know you don’t mind about my looks, the respect towards each other’s will never change. Did you guys not miss me in your group chats, shopping, pubs, functions etc.

 

Girls yes me missed a lot.

Supi: you can take part in swimming, I say ok, she says dress code is bikini

me: opened my mouth.

I want to learn girly things mannerisms, style of walking, and a lot is necessary for my roles.  I want be trained as girl confident, modern, for that if I asks help of you the space will filled by only way that I should be one of the gangs, this is best chance   & I can ask any doubts without any hesitation. So, I am here. I decided to be trained as girl by all of you.

Girls:  yes, buddy we hangout as child’s these days. If u want the we trained you as girl you must obey us.

     Me ok I will do.

So, you join with us in every function in colony as girl & our friends’ events also and you should join us in jogging in morning for that our dress code is T-shirt & short somewhat like this and show as pic in their mobile, by seen it’s my jaw droops, 

 Like we chit chat & went home to sleep.

 

 

From the next day onwards, I will go to college as Sarayu and everyone in my colony also will see me but now, I was not shy and was a confident college girl. 

 

Next day morning still I am in sleep. Mom came wakeup dear I just wake and wish good morning mom & in sleepy mood turned left where a mirror placed and saw a beautiful girl in her black night gown with deep neck which exposes her breasts & her thighs in fair milky skin town, and her baby pink lips I feel that how she will this much beauty and back in senses that my mom with me. In sleep mood I asked mom who is she and why in my room.

 

Mom smiled in naughty way and said guess who is she. I tried to stand from bed in mean while I sensed a smooth touch of fabric to my skin which was very new to me feel some light weight at chest so I touched area fees that something new then I am seeing myself in lady’s night dress which gave me shock. Suddenly I turn towards mirror and saw myself as a sexy girl which I admires few moments ago and scared for a minute to face mom in that avatar, I felt humiliation, and unable to realize or memorize what happen to me

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Then mom hey saryu what happen why you are scaring my baby. It will be fine & you will pass as girl in colony don’t tens.

Me: what mom I just scared because suddenly I saw myself in girls dress that to in this hot avatar in presence of you for a moment, I can’t understand what’s going. mom actually I know don’t know why & how I am in this outfit…… really mom for a moment my heart stopped how you feel about me etc.….. .

Mom: relax dear first day as girl it happens relax have a coffee. & get back to normal.

Me: ok mom, whit this I feel free at least mom is normal, I finished coffee, slowly my mind settled, projects how I am in this outfit as a flash of seance.  Mom: go & fresh up after coffee. Where is my towel

Mom gave towel which was big in size than my usual. By seen me mom said don’t blank baby just use it you will understand why it is big and smooth.

Me: ok mom I will take some time to fresh up and went to my bath room. First, I take brash & past finish it and daily routine.

After that I remove the night dress, and see in mirror how that my body changed. Feels how much my belly became low by adding breast & hip pads seeing myself that remembers actress Iliana’s body stature. Then remove the bra followed by panty then I feel relax that at least   I am boy by seeing my manhood.

 

Then open the shower the hot water sprinkles over my body & the water falls from top to bottom in as different way which makes me excite in romantic mood. The water travels from my face to neck as usual but afterwards it takes diversion to in center of my new boobs to my belly button to my legs make me to drove towards a wild feel, I don’t know what it was but the changes make me crazy. My mind says that you should find what it is (how much crazy to dress as girl). While using sops & wash though out body by hands moment slow down by newly add parts tell me every time that how much girl I am in to the heart but My mind says that you’re a boy why you feel this much it’s just for few days only act as girl don’t feel as girl like this battle going in between my heart & mind (how my inner feeling explodes different ways).  But my crazy feelings drove me to it (turn as girl for few days its goo chance to know & feel both genders) that to for fulfill your parents wish. What to do what not like my thoughts confusing me. I sleep some time

Like that I finished my bath and take towel to dry my body after that I wore it around my waist as usual and stepped from tub then by boobs bouncing like anything by every moment & due length of towel unable to move freely, which was makes my thoughts disturbing then realized that why mom gave big towel so I wore towel around my breast like girls which I saw so many times in movies.

 

Then stepped out from bath room take another towel to dry my hair by sitting on bed again same thoughts confusing me what I am going as girl in public is right or wrong. How it affects my future. How the society take it whether its go’s any wrong etc etc……… due to these thoughts I am losing my confidence may I took wrong decision especially pricing. I am totally depressed….. then mom came to room and see me in that I am not in sense & saw how I draped towel like girl touched on my shoulder and said good girl how fast you are to show your femminty. Then I saw her and said mom please. Mom ok baby I am not teasing you its love towards my beautiful daughter feel it dear. Then I almost start crying mom take me in to his hug and said relax dear plz control. Then I said mom I am sorry I can’t do this. I am not a girl plz forgive me. By this she became upset and say u promised me & I to promised to your college plz baby what happened why you scaring now. Yesterday you are really excited and you did great as girl in temple and beauty parlor. Mom calls dad to my room he came and see me in towel say y u call me honey while my teenage daughter in half nude. Mom said see he was saying that he can’t be girl now & scared. Dad what happened dear plz tell what was your concussion.

 

Me: mom &dad plz understand I am totally broken by morning incident.

Mom: what incident

Me: that how I am scared in morning by seeing myself as girl forgot that what happen yesterday, I explained it to dad.

Dad: smiled and said so what in that now you scared.

Me: from that moment on words there is a big war in my inner feelings, so many thoughts in my mind & heart etc I explained them what was in my mind while I am in bathing how I lost my confidences & confused. I dint think this much when you are agreed with my college principal. At that moment I am unable to think all this. Only one thing in my mind that it’s my mom wish & rules of college. I thought that by this I will make my parents happy that’s it. But now all this thought came and I am sorry mom plz understand. I will be girl just for you in house as now and your wish fulfills so plz end this here.

Mom: smiled. I think, that my son is bereave. But didn’t think that you lose like this.

Me: mom I know u r trying to make me emotional to boost up my confidences but it’s not works mom.

Dad: smiled, I am confused 

Then dad said.

Dear: common my son, before doing new things these thoughts come as speed breaks, didn’t you face it before like while learn of bike raid, swimming, horse rid

Me: dad that’s all are different

Dad: yes, you are right saying one thing you always come with crazy thoughts in very different way like supporting your mom to do fashion design course & start boutique. For that how to fight with grandma do you remember.

Me: yes, dad for that one day I stolen grandma blouse modern it by mom and placed with her dress. unknowing this grandma wore it and went for temple & shopping in evening I asked her anyone humiliate you or complaints she says I got both but complaints more. Then I said what I did. She became angry first & understand why I am doing it.

Dad: at that moment what type of thoughts you got.

Me: scared first if she will angry that transfers to you and beat me may be she throw me from house also etc.

Dad: then why you did it.

Me: for mom she wants to continue her carrier if its success. and I am crazy to see& show how grandma looks in modern way to all that way I dared to do it by knowing that how much she strict to traditional were. Like so many things I did it.

Dad: did you scared at any moment while doing that crazy things

Me: yes dad, but finally I made my mind it may fun & enjoyment may be with risk.

Dad: what you did when it back faire,

Me: learn things which was right or wrong. corrected my mistakes. But I didn’t hurt anyone.

Dad: that’s my boy no girl. Think it, become a girl as crazy thing. Risk is there but fun also there, there are lot of fun as girl just enjoy it.

Me: ok dad, yes dressed as girl to college for 15 days is crazy. If any want to dressed as girl to college they will get pain & humiliation by all. But No one get this chance with this acceptance of college management & classmates support they want it to happen so chance to enjoy as girl. Thanks dad

Mom: baby you trying different looks & styles in trendy ways, but as a boy we have very limited fashion. but girls have more and more, as per college rules you have to do no chance so plz accept it.

Me: also thinking how crazy it was being a girl &leave. I decided that I will do it whoever &whatever think my parents & friends know me why should I bother……….

Me: sorry to upset I am your girl from now make me mom as your girl. Thanks, dad, for changing the way of my thinking, we leave as we want

Mom&dad: that’s my girl. (I understand they are trying to me comfort so they call me as girl) lets ready my baby getting late to college and dad left.

Me: ok mom which dress I can be Choose some comfortable dress for first day

Mom; ok dear, first finish your makeup.

Mom taken me to dressing table & asks to sit. I did it, mom apply face cream, foundation, then eye liner& mascara, baby pink lipstick applied. Then ear rings replaced with fashionable rings in sky blue color

Mom: baby say what color chosen for you.

Me: (mom says it early matching important) which matches my dress, with shy mom I guess its sky blue.

Mom: wow my girl is so genius.

Me: I am your daughter mom. A big laugh happened in between us. Now I am slowly being comfort with my new role as girl.

Mom is very happy now & said to were inners and left to kitchen. First, I taken black bra it was a padded bra. I wear as rashi trained me, then I ware panty and remove towel and admiring myself in seeing mirror.  Unknowingly I taken lipstick & applying myself then mom enters again and said good girl u re in swing. Yes, like this u have to adjust your makeup in college learn it fast. Again, laugh taken place.

Mom; taken comb and made my long hair to pony tail as much as girly. Then my look is complete. I wore it, mom gives pant of sky blue. I take and said mom its very small it won’t fit.

Mom: just try it baby it will. I wore to my surprise its fit well & no zips & pockets. I asked mom why this mom said its jegging & stretchable which make you comfort & camisole and always stops you to take big steps while walk. So that you walk slowly, given heels of same color these are change your walk style to girly wore it and tik tock means walk some time, so you can habitually I wore it try to walk with help of mom somewhat I managed to walk, nice do practice I will arrange Tiffin and left. So, I am in heel trying to walk suddenly one idea stack in mind. In ramp walk how models walk so I also try to walks like that. I am going crazy step by step as much as girly.

After some time, I in front of mirror. I am seeing myself after dress first time then I found that that dress is how much tight. Simply say I wore sky blue color   paint on naked body that I feel. The tightness clearly shows may body shape how much my novel slim. How much big breast I have with good round shape may be because of padded bra, the cleavage is visible slightly then I turned side, wow how much big hips I have, I liked it very much then mom call me for Tiffin. Me coming mom. Once again, I checked in mirror is that ok my look and take a breath and opened door

 dad is also waiting at dinning. I went there and say hi dad how am looking (by turn around like girl). Dad wow you are beautifully my girl and hugged me, kissed on mu fore head. I was shocked my never did it when I am in boy. I too kissed dad on cheeks he felt very happy in fact tear rolled in his eyes we had Tiffin together with mom. I asked dad plz drop me in college that its first day for your girl. Dad says I too wish this but honey today I have imp meeting I am getting late and your college not in that way so please manage today my dear. Ok dad I will plz try to pick me from college. Dad sure dear.

Mom can you please come with me to college. Sorry dear I will give company up to our boutique you know that I too busy. Plz mom don’t worry dear call your boyfriend picks up you from boutique, his parlor also nearby it. Ok mom I called Rashi. hello its saru I am sagar. Saru is enough to identify my girl. I am shy hey plz don’t tease me, ok tell me. Anu actually I am tensed little to step out as girl plz if you don’t mind can you wait for me at my mom’s boutique. We will go together to college. Sure, my girl it’s my pleasure. thanks, dear.

Mom how could I take my mobile and pen not even a single pocket. Girls carry hand bags for that. Don’t worry your college bag is ready in that purse is there where you can put all your stuff.  Check it in purse there is small mirror to adjust your makeup. Some hair clips also I placed. If you want you can carry lipstick also. I am becoming red shy. No mom it’s ok but mom camisole doesn’t have hands also. Mom baby were shirt which I placed in sofa. I removed Camisole wore shirt I put buttons the hands have balloons at shoulder ¾ length. When I bent my belly, little expose I taken my bag it’s like hand bag. Mom look me top to bottom and said no ur ready to step out from home.

I am tensed but with courage I stepped out with mom.  Baby open the main gate and wait I took scotty. I did it and stand there for mom, mom came I closed the gate and sit on scotty.

We reached boutique. there also similar experience. Staff of boutique sales girl asked mom who is she. Mom said guess who is her. They observe closely and said sorry mom we can’t guess she is may be our new model

Mom; yes model.

Mean time a bike came and stops. Sale girl said mam your son is came. I am shocked now. I am here as girl who is he.

She says it by see my bike which I kept yesterday at Rashi parlor. Then I start to guess who he is. He removed helmet its rashi. She is in jeans & t-shirt like boy. Her short hair combed in boy’s style.

rashi : aunty where is my girl.

Mom: show me.

Rashi; hi saru. She seen me top to bottom & front back nice. Dress fits you well. wow what a beauty he is aunty. He deserves to born as girl

By hearing this all staff confused and see me. Me oh she revealed my secret given hint to staff. To see all staff mom announced what r u guessed. Yes, she is a boy dressed as girl. Me shocked again and feel with shy I down my head.

My mom has one sale girl in boutique. Her name is shilpa. She observes me closely and finally mam she is a boy unbelievable may I know him. Mom yes you. She asks with fear is it your son sagar. Mom look me & rashi also looks me I understand that they want to relive it myself. I think I am going to work here as model to help mom after college is my routine as boy, I know shilpa very well. She like my sister shilpa asks me r u sagar me with shy yes sis I am. Shilpa jaw opens she don’t know how to react. Finally come to sense and say so beautifully & hot in this costume& well makeup. But why again mom& anu look me to say. I said shilpa sis mom wants daughter & my college party I selected for girl’s role for that due to less time for practice I am dressed like girl. I hope u also help me and supports me treat as your little sister for coming 15days ru. She hugged me and said sure saru. I love to have sister.  Mom &rashi  r u happy now. Mom smiled and said it’s for your sake. Dear no body hurts by you after know truth by some other as all your relations as Sarala also honest. Me ok mom I understand bye shall I go to college. Ok mom said. Bye shilp sister.

Rashi bike key plz. Anu no saru how you show your DL. U don’t have as saru so sit back. Its suits for girlfriends.

Me: plz don’t tease & smiled.

Rashi, drive I sit like girl at back and we reached college parking area.

 Due to raid my hair disturbed. so, as mom said I take purse & combed it neatly and seeing in bikes mirror. Anu wow ur real girl saru again teases me. I was just bit her lap and said I am tensed wht will happen.

rashi : tell me saru first where we go

Me: don’t know. if we go to class, they may me humiliation in peak by our classmates. How my friend boys react.  Girls are waiting for me to turn as girl desperately from that day they will tease me very swing mood, I think.

Rashi: yes, it will happen any time.so

Me: I think it’s better to meet principal madam first, if she took us to class is better.

rashi: yes, but mam have meetings this time. I don’t think she will come. But meet her is best idea. First meet her in her cabin and we go class silently then test how many are recognize you. Ok I want to see how much I am girly by this makeover.

We went to principal cabin.

We: good morning mam

Prins: god morning girls. What you want.

Anu: she wants to meet your mam.

Mam: yes dear, what’s your name, which group u r.

Me: with shy mam I am mam …. By seen me tensed mam said relax dear why you so tensed I am talking in some girly voice.

Me: r u really doesn’t recognize me.

Mam: see me. No dear

Me: plz mam. Don’t tell lie. Seriously r u really doesn’t recognize me.

Mam: with confusion, truly I don’t know you. Who r u

Me: I am sagar in my own voice.

Mam: shocked by seeing. Come again

Me: I am sagar, the boy who selected for girl’s role in drama.

Mam: r u kidding me doing mimicry.

Rashi what all this.

Rashi: it’s not joke mam. She is really sagar.

 

Mam: come closely to me & seen wow what a magic done on you. U re beautifully darling. Just for drama why all this thing. Mean you are priced ears wow. By seeing ur shape it’s come with She even touched my boobs its breast forms very real. You were

hipped also nice of you. R u ok with this.

Me: yes mam. Actually, I scared but my mom & dad fill confidences on me. Not only that mam Rashi mother is beautician as u know she did my makeup, the request is that I have to promote her parlor in our college. So that aunty gives her best on me. Coming to dress u know my mom’s request promote her deigned dress for that she wants me to perfect so I get the extra weights in my body. Due to bad luck college rules made me like this.

Mam: so, u r model for its help in fashion show. How you take it all.

Me: I am very scared how everyone reacts. How they humiliate me so I refused it in morning. He said don’t break promise and remembered how I dint some crazy things did in different ways think being girl is also a crazy thing. In Every human there is both genders not look wise but thinks wise. I thought it’s an opportunity to know both genders for some day being a girl. I am made my mind for that if some bad comments may pass never mind.

Mam: good girl. The way you think is being girl not wrong. By dressed as girl doesn’t change you. You said being a girl u know the pain & feel of girl. Best of luck. I am proud of you. That you think supports your mom & rashi mom carrier also.

Me: thanks mam. Plz help me in this period that I can give my best to complete.

Mam: sure, dear u did it in the sake of women. My full support is with you. I will make an announcement tomorrow if required by your today’s experience. What mam first enjoy your day being girl. Meet me after college. Rasi take care of her.

Me: thanks & we both start our walking towards our class. We are passing so many student groups in campus. Some girl’s discussion about dress one girl shows me and said her shape suite every costume hearing this I felt proud that a girl wants shape like me. Wow some boys say how sexy they both (me& rashi) . seen me how I react but I didn’t react we just walking. Some boys say sexy hot etc etc… all are given me blush they don’t know abt my role. But our classmates know. Thinking how they react. 

  

    

 

We reached our class room, me entered from back door went to girls’ row and taken our sits. No one could see me. Preeti calls any of u seen my lover. Everyone shocked and asking her do u have lover preeti smiled and said I am taking about my lover in drama sarala. As you guys know that he will attend class from today as girl, even his mom also agrees it. I am very excited to see the feminized version sagar how he looks in girl’s dress. It’s really, we all have very fun with him sorry with her. By hearing this I am act as normal but inner I praying god to safe me.

Anu said it’s nice to have fun but do in limit preeti don’t make her hurt, it’s her first day as girl being a boy that is not that much easy as u think. I requesting you all Be polite her yes anu ur right we must behave nice with her said by srimuki. Varshini said hey sri u &me are going to rape her so it’s better behaves as we at least in drama we have to hurt her so why we start from now, then kavya says varsh it’s not good don’t forget principal warning yesterday, why we harsh with her did she hurts anyone here no naaa. And he our friend in drama as per roles you can act but in reality, she is very polite person said by vamsi.

I somewhat relaxed at least some of class want support me. Ragav says off course he is nice but now he was she the girl so new student join in group lets treat her as fresher and decide either she will be friend or else…..

Like this way all waiting for me, I am hiding myself by sits in corner with book. Tanvi starts hey guys we know dressed girl for boy suddenly that to in college is defiantly not easy so she may tense and not coming here. If I am correct she came along with teacher, manasa told If she feel we r friends that will all know now how she introduce herself to us according to that we will decide how we treat her.

I am also thinking yes, I have to friend with all this guys I have to give important to them now onwards 15day I will spend my time with these guys, so it’s better for me that I will introduce myself to all, they even treat me as girl, they addressed me already she, so I decided and silently steeped out from room and taken deep breathing and controls my shivering, stepped in to room from front door, and went to daises where teachers can stand, my mouth altered but no sound came. All are busy in their discussion. Finally, I make sound hello everyone in low voice but its cant reached them. I am shivering due to fear stand there. I make sound with duster on table every one turned to me, hello to all, anu shocked from this when I go there. Preeti hello who r u. with shivering voice I am s… manasa interrupt me if am correct u r.  preeti don’t say manasa she my lover I mean sagar. Not even a single trey of him. See her how she dressed how its fits her body shape, how sagar will get shapes.

U r right preeti said by varshini. Kavya said see how she is girly face smooth skin tone etc. I am silently stand there with tensed why happen if they know how I get my body shapes, vamsi say yes, she priced his ears, it’s not possible sager price his ears just for drama I don’t think soo.

Ragav then who is this beauty & why.

Tanvi asks me, who r u, what do u want.  Still, I am shivering with fear but I try to hide it with fake smile,

Manasa whatever guys you think I don’t have any debut on that points. I am reading his tensed face & shivering to speaking this symptom clear says that there is a big secret/ surprise with this beauty.

Anu: u already here beauty to say something to us, so y u taking time just revile who u r & ends this guesses program.

Me: taken breath & closed my eye tightly and told that   I am sagar, ur friend in very fast in husky voice.

Preeti: come again we can’t understand (anu give simile)

Me: to open one eye in female tone I am sagar in normal way, ur friend

Tanvi: really, I can’t believe my eyes I am blush with shy

Manasa: yes, see her blush her chin & cheek gets sparkle as sagars.

Me: yes, my friend it’s me again in female voice. Some of them still in confuse.

Me: this time with my own voice yes, I am sagar, very laughs & clapped.

Kavya: wow what’s ur name. me sagar again she aksed, me sagar it’s not suits

Me: ok ok in female voice I am saryu your new friend r u satisfies. Every once again laughs.

 I am step down from daises and walking towards them and try to take my sit as usual but vamsi stooped its row of boys, ur placed pointed towards girl’s row. They also stopped asks why u sit here, I told plz my friends don’t tease me I am requesting all I am in tensed plz.

Girls: no way dear introduce your self

Me: I told I am sagar,

Girls: then go in boys’ row their u look not fits. 

Me: with shy ok I am sarayu

Girls: that’s it it’s not enough. Say properly then I remember how they introduce themselves in first day.

Me: ok girls, I am sarayu & I am a girl from bbsr, I joined now in this group,

Girl: behave like obedient girl.

Me: I make pose as much as girl with smile, hello to everyone I am Sarala, a girl from Bhubaneswar, just taken admission in degree, can you please allow me to girl gang.

All are laughing & girls say ok we allow u on one condition.

Me: what

Girls: dance for small bit music.

Me: I was shock how could I. anu said ur a girl for dance performance also. Yes

Ok play: they played song I performed bit for moment I did 2 rounds and stopped. Preeti hey saru plz turn back I became shy but she come near me turn me back I stand like this

every say wow because my back is visible, even I shocked by this. like. Girls are said ur such a girl.

 

Preeti wow my lover what a skin tone you have, r u waxed ur body asked by kavya.

Me: yes, mom did it.

Tanvi: u look very hot in this

Me: thanks, with shy some hesitate

Vamsi: so beautiful dear.

Me: thanks, vamsi in my male voice. He says just talk as girl no problem,

Me:  I will try.

Ragav say such a hot ur shape baby, I was hesitating answer vamsi ragav plz

Ragav never stoops, once again pass such a comment.

Anu said welcome saru to girl’s gang. I walked to wards her as I was in heels & tightness of my jeans my walking style became some differ as usual.  Varshini ur fast saru u already starts practice for shows, I see her with blank face. Reshma said don’t think so saru u r walking like a girl. So, she. Me oh it’s may be of heels in that’s way I said ur fast u already walks with heels its need so practices so…

I am not comfort with all this; heels hurt my legs but trying to manage need to learn.

Tanvi said is it ur first time dressed as girl or

Me: yes, its first time.

Preeti; sure, looking you don’t think so. In single day so many changes that to as different gender but you handling things well.

Me: thanks preeti , with help of my mom & dad doing all this.

Varsha:  u dressed as girl in house r u..

Me: plz varsha I told that this the first time… why u people have this much doubts just because I am look pretty girly, it’s all magic of makeup u girls know well it.

Anuusya : ok who did make up, its rashi mom in her parlor,

Manasa: so, visited beauty parlor for make over

Me: yes, its rashi suggestion, my mom took me to there. So….

Ragav : nice hotiey again I am ignore him

Ragav : what a sissy boy ur saru in homes which costume u were.

Me: smiled the same type costume that, you were as sissy trainer. 

Every one laughs loudly he turned red with shame.  In that same time madam enters to class she hears that discussion. That good one dear sarayu good lesson to him be strong like this.

Me: ok & thanks mam.

Mam: lesion all of you, being a girl in front all for boy needs very strong will power, don’t try to make her guilty. You all well know how it happen to him, ragava its last warning to you and all if noticed it again then you will be also girl for party.

Ragava: sorry mam & sorry sagar.

Me: it’s ok

Class begins…. 1 hr later break. Mam left

All boys also left class I to move but girls hold my hand say sit with us, say who r u. me plz yar. Say once plz by girls ok, I am a girl ok. They ok sweetie stay with us as much as possible anu said.

Me ok sit with them.

They start girl gossip’s like abt dress & fashion etc. I am lessoning silently

Manasa: saru how you feel now.

Me: what means

Girls: r u comfortable now with us in role of sarala.

Me: ha somewhat better

Girls: why u obey to price ears. Its difficulty for a boy just for drama.

Me: plz some other time.

Girls: no tell now, we are friends r u feel it or not. They start their most powerful weapon emotional blackmail. 

Me: yes, we are friends. But plz I am still struggling to adjust as girl with you & society. I am fear how many nasty people like ragav that I can face.

Girls: relax sweetie its common for girls every were, you look girls shape and all as boy.

Me: ha yes, it’s in nature that we attract to opposite gender specially in this age. I also did it but that time I don’t know they I mean you girls feel shy. But I am also feeling it know that the boys seen me with lust & naughty way, when they pass comments like sexy, hot, it humiliates me also being a boy I feel shy if anyone gives looks on my body. While coming to class one boy say what back baby even his looks on my breasts & belly that moment, I feel very shame don’t know how I handle. I know my breast are fake still is any one satire on it I too feel like girl unknowingly try to cover it like u girls do the action automatically came from mind hands did it. U girls r great what a pain it was.

Anu said wow u r awesome dear.

Preetii : what u say ur breasts show me where it.

Girl all are try touch my boobs & forcefully they opened my shirt found a bra opened, bra hook in it. They shocked they mouth opened after they found a real breast. I   was still awaked by this sudden I thrown them and cover my breast with my hands like a girl. They sweetie calm down we all are girls; I move little away I try to adjust my dress proper. first, I hook bra & buttoned my shirt. What r u doing girl. 

Preeti how u grow breast in a single day. R u real girl boy

Varsh: or sissy / transgen

Me: stop stop plz.

 I am straight boy. I repeating it’s my first time   to dress up.   I am boy not anything like sissy or trangen etc.

Girls: but u have real breasts

Anu: yes, it seems real but not. Means its artificial breast forms which was attached with glue. Rashi mom fits them & hip pads also fixed on me so that, for perfect shape like girl.

Me: yes, it’s all magic of makeover.

Kavya: ear pricing.

Me: it’s really done. Girls why u agree.

Me: for my mom. She wanted girl but not happens when she knows that I will be girl for role she is happy that she feels that she got a daughter. She asked me to plz agree whatever she do in these days, for her happiness I will do anything. It’s her wish that I must perfect as girl. To make her happy I price ears, I requested for not price nose but it’s for few days only, I know she defiantly price my nose also. I have no option. And girls in these days all looks done by her tasty. I never object her whatever dress she designed for me I wore it she wants me modeling her designs in our fashion show and promote in college, so I will do.

After break we went to hall for practice.

Principal mam waiting there.

Mam first anu & saru come start dance as hero heroin.

Its romantic song I am the heroine abb ni tiyani debba. For this the moment hero slapped me & music starts we start dance according to steps hero gill give continuously slaps on heroin s hips. So, practice starts anu slaps on my hips I have react romantically and gives mooning sound. we tried must to be romantic but I am discomfort with heels so I remove heels & tried next step hero bits heroines back it was really feeling me embraced due to anu bits me on my back which was naked. All are laughs on me for my girly romantic expressions which was not happening in required way.

Girls said ok saru. Need more practice your expressions are romantic but not decent way. See song and observe feel as girl.

Me: ok

Mam: ok lest try ramp walk for 30 mins, then leave.

As models me and lasya

This task for us only.

Lasyas ambition to become a model, she knows ramp walk, saru observe me how I am walk and where I took pause & start, how to move hip & turn back slowly.

Me: observed   and try to do some time not going well. Lasya said what u doing like this u can’t be model, do it in proper way, seeing my feet oh u removed ur heel. Try to walk in pencil point heel its help u. me wht point.

Lasya asks my feet size I said 10 oh u have to buy 

Me; is it.  yes, saru it must say by lasya.

Mam came and asked whts going.

Lasya told mam. Oh, I think my heel will fit try saru. Me mam try it girl.

So wore heels its relay different as I wore. 9inch heel I wore it my balance gone and fell down twice. But with help of girl, they hold my hand I walk as lasya instruction. Like this u should do in home also. Mam said.

Ok mam we all left.

Finally, my college is over as me anu walk slowly to parking in heels. I was tired. I meet Rashi there & drive bike to my mom’s boutique. She drops me taken my bike to her house. I entered slowly to   boutique, shilpa saw me wished me hi little sis.

Me hello sister in as usual. She says talk which suite you dear. Me ok sister here also mom come and see how was day my princesses. That word makes me happy mixed emotions mom.

In time customer came a lady she wants buy a party gown for her daughter. Shilpa show some dress finally she selects one which costs 15000/- she wants to see how is the fitting. Mom showed trail room to that lady. She smiled & said it’s for my daughter it’s not fits me. Mom so is any one salesgirl is here to model. Shilpa mam I am the sale girl dress is not my size. She searching for some time and saw me. She calls mom that girl size suits pointed towards me. Shilpa checked size placed dress on me. She was happy some is here if she dressed in it. 15000 is big amount mom asked me plz my dear princess do it in favorer as I promised you, I can’t say no to mom.  Mom took me to trail room I removed my dress. Mom remove bra also. Me why mom. This dress doesn’t require. It’s a party were single peace.  Blue color gown dress doesn’t have any strips its hold based on breast its deep neck almost breast exposed have one stripe around neck. My upper part was naked at backless only threads, from thighs one of my leg naked another covred. 

 

She like the fittings and buy the dress. She even tries to give money as tip but we refused. After removing that dress again, I try to dressed in same jeans but it’s not in trail room. I asked mom she said it’s time to change, u wore it from morning the tightness dress make u tried.  Change to another one dear. Me which one mom I didn’t find any here wait bring after see that dress my jaw dropped. like

 

 

And the dress was I mom what is it mom put finger on my mouth no debut just dressed. In few minutes see how I look

  

 

 

Shilpa said so cute sister. Me thanks. Like we went home, where my gang is ready to attack on me for not come for jog & not meet at morning. I said sorry & Mom show the video of morning how I wake up & how I struggle, all are convinced.

Sakshi, wow you regret in morning, now u are frock & shows sexy lugs to. And in same dress I went with gang for roam in city, share how the girls opened shirt and all.

 

After dinner in our spot, sakshi & all girls, r u ok saryu

Me: ok what,

Girls. Who r u,

Me: you know it,

Girls: say, you’re a girl, and it’s your wish to be a girl.

Me: Ok, I did, it’s purely my wish to be girl, & my fantasy of dressing as girl.

Girls: can you do one thig for us. Me what.

We want to see your body. Means

Sakshi remove dress, me: y

Plz do it, we all are girls r u agree.

Me yes:        who are you, I am a girl.

 Say you want husband, I said.

Whit shy I given my expression, no way by fingering

Me: all this, it’s just to train you to be strong so that you never broke,

Me Ok: but this much is not requiring:

Girls: remove dress,

I slowly pulled

, now I am in bra & panty, and stand with little bit hesitation.

Sakshi, remove bra, I said no, but not listen finally I did and stand in only panty in pink, all seen said nice fixed, hot figure you have.

Me: thanks & were bra & dress again.

 

Next

So ready for jogging in morning all you also follow dress code ok na yes, we did same, u will comfort with it in our presents, I said we wore track pant as my first day plz give time to adjust in role of girl, because in our colony also its now flash news I don’t know everyone how it takes either it goes in good way after that I will.  They said Ok dear but on one condition that U also join with us in swimming in swimsuits in pool where even boys can swim so that u will overcome fear. if I will try, your idea which are very risky how our colony people think me. No argument dear we will manage them they know us from childhood & your crazy ideas, they already seen so many you did. They thought it’s also one like that for fun, if not aunty & uncle also there to help us.

Sakshi said yes buddy you will get full support from all our colony no none react in bad way when they saw you in skirt & top even your navel in visible. We have only 15 family in our colony all are leavening like one family & celebrates every festivals & event together, even our parents also participated with us all games & fun shows with your crazy thoughts like drams, dance, funny skits.

Another girl name Myuri yes dear even you suggested last year 31^st Dec party them is Halloween based all are taken part in that.

Girls: don’t think soo buddy, even our friends’ boys’ group (02 members went on trip) are not here.  They also ready to support you dear.

Me how they know, girls smiled even they see your girl avatar. Me see in mock anger on gowri & supirya, they said sorry to send your pics to tarak (gowri & tarak are love even their family accepted, arjun is supirya brother) they will be coming from trip tomorrow. Oh my god they must kill me yar.  Supi mobile rings its arjun.

Supi Hello bro

Arju: hi Di, tarak just shared that our buddy sagar turned as saru is it true.

Supi: better u asks it her, call trun as video call speaker he is here,

Tarak: hi buddy whts all these crazy thoughts u will get,

Me: yar plz at least you guys be on my side. I am stuck in a fate like hell,

Arju: means what happened,

Me: its long story any how u guys coming tomorrow, we talk face to face.

They: ok dear, but you look very cute in skirt dear,

Me: thanks, yar,

They: all you guys come to station to receive us.

We said: sorry yar we have college so we meet in evening. Ok bye good night.

 

Girls: see how they sweet reaction, we all are well known you & your mad thoughts.

Me: ok I will be what u were. They laugh and said ok it’s just fun. Like we chat some time and sleep very late. Next day we wake late seen each other due late we cancelled our jogging and start walk to our homes.

 

We are in our street, neighbor aunty & uncle wished good morning girls, we GM aunty, oh new girl take membership in gang, I blush GM aunty, aunty says GM saru nice that u follows gangs dress code. Me rule of gang aunty what can I do. Uncle asks why u girls skip jogging today, we r late today sooo.

We expect new girl on jog, I sorry to upset in girly way by that action all laughs loud by here this sakshi & supirya parents came there, we wish them I too all price my looks, I am in little nervous, they sensed it aunty say its ok sagar, don’t tens y r look cuter when u turn read. I aunty due to roles I got in party supi dad: stop explanation beta sorry beti in naughty way, again all laughs I too, we don’t mind beti, enjoy ur girly side also as u got chance nothing wrong in it. Almost 70% of colony is there & all says I am cute as girl, some aunty say u must born as girl, more beauty than these girls, I thanked all for their support & acceptance.

Sakhi mother: the person is very luck who marry u dear, I blush with shy & say stop aunty in girly action by covering my face. All laughs.

Gowri’s dad who is president of colony say ok girls you too sagar from now we call u as girl, come to club house by 7pm for meeting, girls inform ur friends also to come.

We say ok left and reaching home I am very relax & happy for what happen now. All are accepting me to dress as girl, sakshi slap on my shoulder & turn she asks wht with her eye. My reply smile, and hold her hand, she also did hold my hand say ok by close his eyes. Sakshi say bye & went to home tur back saru show ur dress to us. after u ready, me ok with smile.

Me Reached home were mom waits for me. Mom y u so late. I said mom what happened night & how we late, wished by neighbors. All are so sweet behave as normal even I dressed as girl. Mom & dad we know it dear our colony we leave as family all support in all aspects, if we right. we don’t have any fear abt you while u rooming in colony even as girl. But be careful when u out of colony. Ok dad. Mom go and fresh now. I did. I went to bathroom did routine and sit in bath tub filled with hot water and message by body self with sop.    

 

I am really lucky that I am with these good-hearted peoples, the real best friends I have. I hope & want the same response will happen in college & every place. I pray to god for it.

Who knows what god plans for my destiny? Present I am feels very relax for I pass in my area.  How funny I am when I did girly action as reply to uncle, they take it easily It boost my confidence to do such crazy & girly things around in colony. So, I decided to act and make fun as much as I can. Like this way I am thinking in bath tub

Finished bath I wore towel around my breasts and came out

Walks towards to dressing table, and starts combing the hair with a smile, I enjoying this womanhood

surprisingly a loud laugh here, I shocked my expression changed, my become red

 I turn back, all my girls’ gang in my room laughs, by see them I try to cover my body by crossing hands to cover and bent to cover thigh, I ask them why are you laughs sakshi says how we miss this girl in you, the way u drape towel & how girly u behaves is… ok ok stop tease me.

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 why u all r here. Supi say be free dear we also girls like you stand proper, we came here to help your thanks for this plz go to hall I call you after I am in my inners. Mom come to room oh u all here what a surprise. Sakshi aunty to help her. Ok girls I want to dress my daughter also let we do as team. Supi great aunty. Mom gives me a black bra & panty to were. I take panty went to bathroom to wear. & came to room by draping towel

Sakshi took bra and said remove towel, I said no, PLz mom you tell

Mom: Ok girls, don’t force.

Sakshi suddenly pulled the towel, aunty we all girls, included her, she took the black bra hook on my back. Sit on dressing table.

I take one transparent black shirt & wear Supi apply lipstick which was red.

 Then kajal, mascara to eyes, sakshi apply face foundation, gowri applies nail polish to red, ear ring replaced with sakshi’s rings with big daggles. Mom put ear stud which was bigger than yesterdays can easily identify bay others. Finally, the dress is single pee dress, which is really shock me. dress is tight cover my knee thighs have heels as lasya suggest yesterday.  Sakshi placed a neckline which fits my neck. Mom took my hair and combed made loose with hair extensions placed in my shoulder. Taken pics.

 

 

 It feels me very cool, the way I look pretty.

 I am scared all are giving boost, it’s too tight,  

Sakshi: no yar, its sexy, promote this dress in college.

  

 

 

        I am ready to go all my girls say best of luck & left, I & mom went hall were dad sit I said dad how I look, he turns to me and with smiled my princess come to breakfast we finished it.

 Dad: ok sweet heart as promise I drop you in college get your bag I am at gate. Dad waits for me at gate his friends gathered for some talk. In mean while I entered there by adjusting my dress my focus on my dress, I didn’t notice uncles there. As I am in good mood, I starts making fun by doing girly actions just imitate as mom dos, dad laughs on its uncle say that dad. U got a cute daughter but she is naughtier as than ur son.

 

All are laughs then I saw all cover my face with hands due to shy, wished all GM uncle in girly voice by putting my hands like namshar style.

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Uncle give best comments on my looks, supi mom came there, I wish her in same manner she smiled replied, wow its just a day you turn as girl, a lot of obedience & traditionally come in you, doing things like a girl. Sakshi’s mom add I wish you to be my daughter-in-law, I will marry if I have son.

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I blush like anything, replied funny way, you don’t have son aunty, then she says marry sakshi I will both son-in-law& daughter-in-law together.

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I shocked on it responded spontaneously talk to my parents in as girly as I can with naughty look, long laugher take place in that I heard a big wow behind me by girls. I turn see them; with a huge shy I cover my face.

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I runaway in to house, they all rounded me to starts tease, I stand there with my seeing down sakshi lift my head, mom I am ready to marry saryu. But She will be bride, gives naughty look with blush, I too laugh.

  

Mom see all this all u are naughty stop fun getting late to you works.

Dad drops me in college gate say bye dear. I too bye dad with a hug.  I am walking alone to my class seeing me happy a boy’s gang pass comments

That right seem his happy she enjoys dressing as girl, one of them say may acting like that, one boy who knows yar may she loves it. The way she carries that short dress, may he wear dress in home regularly, I try to ignore first, they start following another say no doubt she sissy boy. I looked the with anger they acted like sacred and say we sacred. I start walking again they follows me. When we almost near at college auditorium a big crowd is there, all arranging for some shoot,  

One of them say being boy also this sissy looks very sexy suddenly ragav, tanvi,kavya,varsha,sri starts laughs and added that you guy right to make me fun item & humiliate ,

My anger reaches peaks I spoken, see them, is am I look that much sexy to your lust in eyes even know that I am boy means, its stats only one thing that all you guys are may be GAYS only they look boys with lust & I hate gays like you all, I encountered all, the crowd laughs loud make them shame in front all student which hurts their ego,

Vedio how I react for comments & tring to ignore

so, they try to beat me, two of them hold my hands another tries to press by breast that may they want to show how I can moon with that action to prove me as sissy. But even dressed as girl I am straight boy pulled hard to escape from their hands & I kicked that boy who tries to press my breasts. All student seeing fight no one help me. They again hold my hands two of them try to attack on me, before they do that I jumped over and kicked both with my both lugs at a time & in force opposite the boy who hold my hands also fell down. As I know basic of kick boxing, I can handle them but due to long dress it’s not free to kick with legs. I can defend as much with my hands only but to attack I have to use my legs which the dress not allows. The fight become serious things turn to me lost. I throw one boy on window, the glass broken, I decide to use my lugs so I take help that broken glass, I cut my dress from thigh to bottom at one side to free my legs, and started kicks with legs, so that my waxed leg is expose when I kick on cutter side.

 Due to start of college all staff is in busy with their routine meetings so no one came, Mam who is the lecture & she don’t like me from day one seeing me alwas with girls, she warns me. She is passing through this way, she seen and stopped us by shout. I stopped and turn due to air my skirt followed like in tis pic,

 

mam asks what happens they say the it’s my fault. I too defend & explain what happen how the pass bad comments & I encountered all but ragav interrupted & side its saryu fault that she should not use the word gays, try to blame me.

Mam says it’s your fault saryu, say sorry to them even we are kind on you that being girl means not that we accept all your mistakes said By Mega mam., I try to defend, as my nature that how they can use word sis… Mam Stops me:

says all are against you what that mean. Say sorry and finish it now in demand voice, but I am silent, mam did you not here what I say, I spoke it’s not my mistake mam, I starts argument with her, Mam get angry if you not say sorry, I will suspend you from college, I was scared, but my ego not allows mw to say sorry, I said mam I can’t say sorry without my mistake you are not ready to listen actually what happen.

Mam: Ready for suspension, ragav & team, gives cunning smile. I said what ever mam I not going to say sorry.

 

She informed this matter to principal over phone & demands my suspension that too on spot in between all students,

Principal mam Knows ger nature well, that she always on anger mood not listen anyone like hitter. 

Jansi Mam reached the spot with devi mam.

 She asked what happen:

Mega Mam, said she use unparliamentary language,

Mam: asks me is it right, I try to start Ragav & his team irrupt, says yes & create serious on issue, so that madam have to action on me.

Devi Mam: stop ragav, she enquired all students, what happen

some classmate support ragav, like kavya, varsha, sir, tanvi etc,

when mam ask anu became silent not even take any said even mam asks her. She says I came here in middle. but I saw her from starting. From gate she follows me along the boy’s gang, due fear of Maga Mam.

Jansi Mam: hey red bull, say sorry, I said why Mam, why you all believes their statement, no one listen main. 

Its all stated by them, they are first used unparliamentary language, calling me sissy, hijra etc. so I replied

Maga Mam: what is the proof you have, lot of witness against you? Do you have.

I said No Mam, say sorry other wise you will be punished, me as your wish mam, there is no chance from my side to say sorry to anyone.

Thinking what to do a memory flashes in my mind, that I noticed someone tries to made video all this, one minute man, I search that girl who made it, I took her mobile by force and play show to principal as proof, truth came out it’s all there from I walk from gate up to how ragav try to blame me. Before we saw she uploaded video in her face book & YouTube.   

Mam scold all for trying to hide truth, given punishment to that boys & ragav with girls who supports ragav. Say Sorry to sarayu, all said sorry. it’s ok. Mam also say sorry behalf of their mistake. I said plz don’t say it mam it’s not your fault, I respect you, I understand you have thinks in all side situation happened demands that fault at my side what can you do mam, but god grace I am succeed prove the truth.  

My reaction video

Mam I have a request ….

Mam: I know what is it.  you not only cute but also strong & brave, it reflects in your face, the makeover u as girl enhanced in more girly way gives us confidence, that you can 100% justify the role in drama. The way you handle the situation make me proud & u r best for this role. By this you inspired us & thought how to fight against harassment.

My reaction feels proud vedio

 

So plz don’t step back my girl, do it please. Ok mam I do it but, at least for college,

 Mam:  you will be boy; I know you will ask that. But I wish that you continue as girl to college.

Class teacher& all lady staff: we also wish the same baby. We observed you day one, as naughty boy but the way you answering / responding with great hummer make situations better. Being dressed as girl in front is risk for a boy, feeling nervous also u fight the way to overcome it adjust to girl, the dedication you showed for your looks is really great. 

Our HOD sir: yes, for do it requires a lot will power, by god grace u have.

Mam: not only that your intension to help, those women who try to proof them to society & family like Rashi mom who is single mother by parlor he runs her family, your mom who was trying hard to success in her carrier starts after a long fight with grandma. Please be dressed as girl these days because of the way you fight will may be inspire some girls to become strong.

Me: mam…… with confused face

Our HOD sir: see my dear brave girl sarala. Remember What ever situations don’t allow this type of bad comments to lower or break your will power what show your personality which was makes your life. Take them in that to build yourself much stronger person either its boy or girl.

Me: Ok sir I will try my best thanks for concern on me sir, thanks mam & all for this. I will try to give my best for turning me as much as girl this period.

Principal mam: that’s my redbull.  Try to be strong& fight all the girls & all r go to class. All are leave this issue here, you to sarla don’t make seen. But the girl who made video say sorry mam I posted it in FB & you tube. I am deleting it now. Ok do it fast.

My reaction when I emotional burst with proud.

I am also going but my dress always filters by air which expose my smooth legs make me uncomforting, I tries to solve this then mam understand my issue and saru come to my cabin & I went along mam. My class teacher is also with us. She took a tape & taking my body measurements. I asked for what mam. Being girl u must look decent, it’s not the way with u looked in damaged dress   which expose your inners, by that word I became red with shame seeing down. It’s not an issue in between girls, as we all here. She addressed me too as girl and we smiled. It’s time to change your dress, I said I don’t have any mam.

One of admin staff aged same as main came in with a bag. She handed over me, I saw mam, she says it’s for you dear. Its new dress I carry it for evening party, so you take it.

It fits ur body perfectly, she said we both are same size. I went to wash room and opened the bag seen the dress gives me jerk. It was a black pencil mini skirt & blue top. First, I remove my dress & were top came to cover my brest only, like blouse followed by skirt length up to my mid Thais, I felt shy & went to madam’s cabin after dressed. I thinking will help if any adjustment requires & show, she observed me and given ladies purse to contain my mobile & other things, devi mam said looks very pretty my sweat girl. I felt that my top is little tight which hold my breast with a pressure when I walk, I feel under I am in control of skirt, it not allows me to walk fast & even I am stand also it pushed my legs expose, while I sit skirt demands to cross my legs like a girl.  And it’s too short mam, I can’t handle. Don’t worry devil you are fast learner; I hope you will.   

 

 It takes time for me to adjust in dress I say thanks to staff & stars walking towards my class, in way so many boys looked me by stunned, girls pass comments on me, she is so confident, fitting of dress my walk style, the way I struggle to handle dress, hold of purse as boy. Some girls give suggestion to me how to hold purse, carry of dress, one girl came near me, hi dear congrats, u did right with the guys, a lot I wish to be like you in that situations, thanks dear, for this dress u braid not suites well can I come it in suitable plz by seeing her honest I can’t deny her request so I said with pleasure my friend wants make me perfect with naughty smile. We blushed she combed in open girl style. Removed the necklaces I wore. I thanked her for we hugged each other in as girls meet.

 I went to my class all stunned by my look like statues. I walk to my seat all observed changes in my walk, anu offers me a seat & sit beside her. most of class is upset with me because they got punished. Ragav and team try again to make me guilty by saying u unnecessary used word gay. I said is it necessary to mentions sissy to make fun of me. The same pain I gain by that word sissy from you & all. Varsha what if we use that, the way how u expose your inners & waxed legs….. me in anger what are u say. All are silent for a minute, anu plz calm down sarala. The issue is over don’t bring again. Me Who starts it baby she also clam.

Lecture started issue is diverted. In break time I open my purse mobile is in vibrating mode. I see its sakshi and all missed calls, even tarak & arjun also called. I got tensed what happened. Immediately I call return to sakshi she was not attend. Then call one by one to all finally supi lifts, I asked with worry why all u guys call lot of times, I am in lecture, anything wrong she said not to worry we call you to say congrats, me why we saw your fighting video baby u just killed the show just wait all are calling I make a conference. We are proud of you to fight, we know it will happen and we even bet with my friends that she fights I won, you show a lot of patience & fight with right encounters I love you baby say sakshi. I got tensed say I am scaring. Don’t joke baby we know u very well how strong u are. Stop kidding, you got 12k likes & hits. But it was removed, yes before it I downloaded it supi says. The girl who posted is tagged to one of my friends she tagged to our group, sad before make more like she deleted & send message that decision of our principal. So, on that request we also not tagged to anyone but I downloaded. And my college friends & teacher prices you & want to meet you. I say no plz don’t viral it my buddies. I am scared really only my college & our colony know abt me. I don’t want to any attention of public and all. They said ok baby we take care it. Sakshi asks how u handle ur damaged dress, I said I changed it mam arranged dress, sakshi say share the pic in our what’s up group. I said no, they pleaded so post all trolled with nice comments. Tarak & arjun: ok baby we all are coming to pick you from college, we reached direct from station& girls you all find your way to reach saru college, me y u guys, arjun say no its for your safety baby may the boys plans to revenge are something all say right we must protect our baby; all are starts calling me baby I too respond as baby. Thanks to all but I can Handle, we know baby, sakshi say but your dress not permits and ended call.

After break I went for practice to auditorium. Anu Lasya & manasa is say hi and all other are in angry, I wish hello back to them. Lasya see saru we have to work as team so it’s better clear issue with all. I understand what you say I am clear I have no issues with anyone. I am normal behave as before & after dressed as girl. For your sack I hello everyone. No one respond, lasya to all plz guys let it be over making fresh start practice. I anu let us starts our session, she come with music we danced slow every one gathered and gives suggestion make more romance & tanvi show some pose to do like that. Put dress below naval show belly button, like it. Dance is over anu left from there. Drama practice Varsh & kavya. They put hands in boobs, try to remove my top & lifting my skirt in rape seen tries always that I feel shame & guilty. I understand their intension to touches in wrong places. Ragav & team enjoys it make me half nude in front all they encourage them. I finally thrown them ended practice. I felt very bad for this but control myself by remembering that words said by HOD. And I went to lasya see these guys doing very wrong, she consoles me they still angry request to adjust, me ok what will we do now. Same thing yesterday did   ramp walk. We practicing how to walk when & where we stand, how to turn, mostly how to face crowed etc was explaining by lasya & manasa. I am improving then my gang enters to hall silently observing how I mingle with them. ragav starts again comments on my shape & walk etc. I try to ignore it as usual I encountered again his face faded this time. With anger he & this team try to attack then my gang come in between, by seen them they stopped. Tanvi, stop guys back saru is not that much easy as we think, she a step ahead than us & prepared well it’s not a time.  mam also be here any moment. They left I interacts my friend to lasya & manasa the girl style my hair named navya year senior also. She just came here with same thought as my gang.   Navya, manasa & lasya surprised with bonding of my gang girl& boys’ behavior with me as much as normal with no hesitation. Navya say how u all are this much normal with her dressed as girl. All smile & say we r betties from born. Principal came to check wht happens, I interduce my gang & the reason why they here. She says thanks to them to take care of me, my sweat girl ur parents call me to enquires abt fight, they see your video feel proud & scared also. They want to come but I convinced & plz try don’t step back. Sakshi said don’t worry mam we talk to them she be our girl no second thought that much stronger. We thanked mam and left to home. We reached bus stand with all put goggles. I here so many comments in our way. Girls try to console me when hear sexy, item, etc all. It’s common for a girl, dressed as girl now feel it & admit it try to ignore on such things. I too say thanks, we took bus arjun& tarak from back side we all from front said in lady’s portion. I felt embarrassing by guys tries to touch me, give to dash etc. sakshi this the pain saru we bear every day & every were. I say sorry. We reached our stop.

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We walking to our colony stopped at panipoori & ate enjoys by playing jokes etc. in this we all narrate whole story of transformation as girl to our boys in gang. We entered colony supi mom in entrance, hi youngsters how was the day. All said good. She asks me what abt u new girl. I replied by acting as girl that all ok expect boys’ stairs on me. All are blushed in to laughter and we moved. Sakshi dad wished us in way wow u looks great saru try for sectary job. Me in thanks uncle ji. I will try in girl manner make fun there also. You Naughty never change like in way we make lot fun. Reached home. Mom desperately waiting for me. She scared about me for fight say sorry it’s all happen because of I push to be dressed as girl. Let’s stop it. I it’s ok mom what happen now I will do anything make my mom happy & my dad feel proud you don’t worry mom now it’s become challenge for me. I will made it mom. Kissed me & hugged see me top to bottom wow beti nice dress looks great ur. I said how I got it; mom plz be in its mom asks dad take nice pics with me. I asked mom r u liked this much the dress is it I am that good in it. Mom took me to mirror I saw myself now only I love the look.  My naval expoes & how cute I am, Mom plz brought tops like this for me I just fell in love with it in behaving like girl. Mom say ok we brought. Dad ok dears plz ready, we have a colony meeting. Mom we r ready. Mom shall I change mom no come like this. I am ok we reached their sakshi & supi relived the news to all, all seeing my video in mobiles when I entered hall filled with claps and appreciations, I received make me relax from what I faced in rape seen.

Precedent fist conveys his appreciations for me& my parents. Started discuses on coming colony 25^th annual function to celebrities. All happy agrees with joy celebrate in grand way.  How we plan. I requesting young generation to plan. We all went on stage. Sakshi says thanks for asking us. Supi, say we plan as in different way which will be sweet memory to all. Tarak said the entertainment programs we plan along with food & drinks. Rest will take care of your generation. Like we shared very so many teams we found one. Supi, dear all we got an idea our new girl announces it in hey unica way. I stand on stage pose like girl imitating like anchor in TV shows starts. All laughs by girly behavior, the theme is it was mixed and no rehearsals, we put some chits two bowls for men & women, we pass two balls one for men & one for women with music when it stops who have ball in hands are pick the chits. Whatever task in that wrote on it was be performed by give flying a kiss like girl standing on one leg & smiles like.

 

All laughter take place.  Who will host the show a questioned from crowed? I blanked than supi mom say is there any one other our new girl make show best like this. All claps I say noooooooooooooo. No one lessening me president uncle then it’s fixed this cutie will anchor, arjun & tarak who will be partner,

Dad say if they all in stage who will look the arrangements like decoration etc.  as we know the young boys’ members are less, mom say in those one turned as girl me how my mom & dad explode me as girl makes laugh to all. Sakshi mom stand and say this beauty already fell in love with my son, we shocked by this.   all laughs, this beauty said ask my parents, when I ask marry proposal in morning all are seen how she blush. all yes, we saw it. So, mom asks sakshi mom what now u want marry them. all fun was in peak, not now we think later that, now sakshi my son will be partner to this beauty to host show. Seeing two girls as hosts are hard response from crowd. I was shock & I will be boy for that day, all are saying no dear then I ask so.  supi gets a crazy idea. So, what baby share with sakshi as your boyfriend.  Me what means she will makeover to suits you. Mom asks supi say clearly. As sagar dressed as girl like same sakshi will dressed as boy for party the both will be couple to host. Just role reversal aunty it will be practice for your girl as she will do in college. It’s made more fun & memorable to all. Every one like idea, sakshi r u ready asked arjun. She says I am ok if she agrees. All are turned to my side for replay. Mom says my girl wants do it. I too in that trans mood of acting like girl and all I agreed to host as female for party. Meeting ends we all taken dinner & on my request to gang including boys to night out for party discuss. All ok moving, I plz my babies don’t tease more me, I know u all want to ask me for dress code acting as girl. the acting makes things heavy on me today. All laughs say were miniskirts & camisole,

I went home after fresh I am ready in dress code, I posed for Selfie in girly way, sudden another clicks, I heard its supi came to pick me she takes the pic and posted in our group with tag, see how the tiger becomes as cute doll. Before I beg she did it, comments started in group,

 we all gathered I am in dress code mini skirt just covers half of my Theis. Camisole expose my novel like this. All starts teasing, me blush with mock anger I beat the & we discussed & Enjoyed my 2 day as girl with sweat & hot, bad experience share to all & don’t know when we go sleep.

Next morning, we wake & ready for jogging so I was dressed in black track suit & sport bra

After jogging I Ready for college. Mom place my dress in bed,

I seen the dress, its waste of time, if I deny to were this dress so decided & dressed, I know that today I have to listen lot of comments, once I sept out from home our gag starts teasing wow sexy, I shown anger face like with putting hand on my hip they become salient

 

but unable maintain it & smiled in next second,

 

 

Then they start teasing again, actually I also starts enjoying the comments as all girls wants. I asked the how I am looking in this short dress of black& white combination.

I posed like a girls & asking suggestion to be proper. We went to bus stand catchup bus & reached college My gang drops me, & pickup in evening.

 

 

Like in this way my life was going as a girl has become routine of jogging, ready to college & hanging with gang.

 

In college also same a lot of fans waiting for me see how I dressed today,

Navya & rashi the girl receives me at college gate & we three walks to inn. I acting like girl in all possible ways. While, adjusting the loose hair & walking, dress maintain They see all this, wow how fast you learn girls’ mannerisms.

Me: are you kidding, or

Navya: no dear, you’re behaving like real girl.

Me: Thanks, I tries my best to improve, let known if I behave like boy any moment plz correct & trained me as perfect girl.

Navya: sure, with surprise, I can’t believe this dear, just for a drama you put very hard efforts. How you manage

Me: yes, this effort not require for a drama in that day only.

 in these days I feel the pain of girls by comments etc. but I have to come college for coming 15-20days like a girl that to in public places.

1.      If I behave like a boy means humiliation will on pick.

2.     I promised my mom that I will promote her dress to increase the sales, I know a real girl promote, the attention chances are normal, see now everyone including girls are waiting for my entry, all their attentions are on my looks & dress.

3.     I also promised Rashi Mom to promote her parlour attentions are on my looks grabs their intention to who did my makeover. If I not maintain girly mannerisms, intention divers making fun so I have to behave properly.

Tears Rolled in Rashi eyes, & she hug me I too hugged.

Navya also joined in group hug.

 

And we are waiting to celebrate our colony annual day After that meeting everyone in our colony and my family are requested me to host the annual day.

And our gang also thinking to make it as much as memorable to all. This role reversal hosting me as female host & sakshi as boy host makes lot of fun, whenever we memorize that give much fun saying this,

But I am not that much confident to host as female in the party, so that the same I convey to my gang this, they said, you did Many parties as a host then and why you are tense this time, I said that is different at that time I am a boy I did it, dressed as girl to host is not my regular one if I host in that way dressed as girl is not suitable to my looks and it makes spoil the party mood a lot of humiliation also to be face with lot of hesitation, I said No,  my gang and my mom told  me only dressing as girl makes me discomfort to handle all things in life, which you did before very easy.

I said hosting is not a joke and the feeling always troubles me, I think, I can’t handle hosting as girl, saying this mom stops me say Its final that you are doing & starts planning for party without my agree.  

Myuri: hey look, our baby is upset

Sakshi: nothing he acting to escape from hosting. I was shocked by this because she never said like this before. 

It’s not the first time after I turned as girl, no one listening me & my feelings, all are doing same thing that ignoring my rejections, taking their own decisions without my opinion & approve, with emotional blackmail they forcing me to do the same, which I don’t want.

To me surprisingly I am feeling week & unable to defend. 

I went to my room from there with upset & fresh up myself.

Actually, I was very upset with my college drama team & ragav was always tries to spoil my mood, was not good I went to my room alone. And sit on bed silently, I am almost to cry, just tears not rolling in my eye. 

 

Mom: calling, I didn’t respond. Always want be alone & stars avoiding My gang & mom.

 

After some time, fresh up, I open the cupboard, & pick one gown, without seen it I wear and went to dining table where my Dad was waiting for dinner, I to join with them and we finish dinner with silence. All are observing I am too moody & sad. After that I went for a walk lonely, my gang try to come but I stops them & pleas leave me alone. and I walk towards park,

Mom: I never seen my bay in this much moody, see she was not in concentration, she refuses to wear this gown a lot time, it’s very short, but Unknowably she wears, what happened to her.  

Gowri: last 7 days she was in moody always, we never saw our hero like this before.

A short video how was upset & unable to mingle with gang

There is a discussion between my gang and mom which was give surprise on annual day to me.  I don’t know the plan.

In park I sit on a walk & thinking

I was in thinking alone in parks

 

what was going in my life & how many days I should leave like a girl, how it all start, why I agree, after that what should I do right now so I am trying to made my mind to relief myself from lot of stress.

 yes, from these days in my life, I dressed girl facing my own college mates and even in public I was encountered by so many people like ragav & team, and getting good compliments from good hearted people who try to boost my confidence, all these thoughts was going in my mind subconsciously everyday every night which will through meaning in lot of stress.

To escape from this, I tried a lot but all the time, every moment so many people around me gives new challenges, due to that I reacts according to the situation, which will I feel right at that moment and taken decision, are the main reasons for this.

Unknown fear raised in my heart was, that I am doing all this thing is, just for craziness or I was born in a wrong body, in Sudden one more thought hit me, is it right what Raghav is said that I deserve to be a girl due to this thought tears rolled in my eyes I am thinking like this what was I did which makes me as girl very sad. 

 

**(why I feel stress, depressing & moody always which was not my nature. what happened in last few days which makes me week & cry, first time in life)

   I went to Flash back and come to sense